It is my judgement

I watch the star fall as I sit by and do nothing. I always think it will shine and been waiting all these while, yet I realise all these trying are dimming it more and more.

I do not have the strength anymore to lift it up. I am exhausted.

Maybe it is another moody star since beginning and my visible was playing a fool on me.

I cannot help feeling lousier each day. I despise all my decision and judgement. I hate my own life.

I really wish I can do everything on this earth but it is never my level of capability to accomplish even simple tasks.

For now I need more support than I can give.

It seems like a dead end.

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