New but Not Really New Laptop

I went to the IT fair at Expo yesterday with my younger brother, elder brother and his girlfriend. My stomach was bloated after the lunch at the Tanjong Pagar hawker centre. I regretted not being more determined to resume the visit to the Chinese physician.

There were many sweet salesgirls over there, which was quite distracting.

We were looking around at all brands such as Fujitsu, Acer, HP, Dell, Sony, and Toshiba… etc. In the end, my younger brother was captivated by a HP tablet laptop and a light weighted Acer normal laptop. He chose the latter since my elder brother advised we should just focus on getting whatever we wanted instead of being tempted by other interesting features. We chose the Acer one.

I wanted to get a simple laptop since I had to return the current one to my office after end of the year. My younger brother was using a powerful system he bought from NUS and he offered to exchange it with me for a lower-end laptop since he would only need one for his science report and surfing net.

肥水不流外人田,自家有水要珍惜。

I wanted to get the Acer laptop from a net friend who I realized was working there but somehow she was too busy to reply me the night before. I could not recognize her in the big exhibition hall and thus I gave up the idea because I would not want to go all the way there again.

After that, we walked around a sportswear warehouse sale where I saw a nice black Deuter back pack, compact enough to hold a laptop. It cost $79 and I gave it up, feeling the ache.

The MRT was crowded with people as well. We chose to go to the opposite direction instead, to the airport. My elder brother and his girlfriend decided on the Xin Wang Hong Kong Café and we had a long queue outside.

The waitress was cute and impressive on her memory. She had memorized the entire menu and thus, once we gave her the number of the food item, she could double confirm with us using the names. I ordered a plate of luncheon meat noodle for my throat was not feeling well.

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人死留名,豹死留皮

When a human dies, his fame will be remembered and spread by the rest; similarly, when a leopard dies, his skin will be left behind.

Whatever things you do in your lifetime, people will take account and judge you based on them. What impression do you wish to portrait to others?

Honest, kind, righteous, filial, devoted, impatient, bitchy… etc?

Will you like to be sang by people or cursed by them after you leave this world?

“No man is an island.”

Humans usually take the easy way out – be selfish and mindless about others. But what this group of people is doing is simply filling their external peace, and never their inner peace. They are able to place themselves at advantage most of the time, but in time of need, how many people will truly help them?

How many people have you hurt? What do you get by watching them suffer? How many good souls do you want to destroy before you can rest your hands? How much trust can others have in you if you have been doing all the disappointing things?

“If you can’t contribute, at least don’t destroy.”

Nevertheless, it is tough to be a good person, but the least you can do is not becoming a bad person.

“Giving is happiness; loving others is a form of loving yourself.”

If all these years you have been thinking for only yourself, why not start thinking for others now?

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我累了

看清了这世界,
看透了虚伪和放荡。
我注重的、珍惜的,
并不是每个人都在乎的。

这现实太繁杂,
而我又敌不过倔强与堕落。
我停了一口气,
这地球还是在转动。

生态一天天地被污染,
人心也一样。
这是一种疾病,
渐渐地摧毁着生命。

我累了。
我累了。
我累了。
我累了。

Thursday, 19 November, 2009

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谢谢你

谢谢你选择离开我的视线,
让我能渐渐地把你忘掉。
忘了你的可爱、忘了你身躯的摆动、
也忘了你对我的玩弄。

我会慢慢地失去对你的担忧,
因为人始终会清醒,
明白世界是虚伪的,
而有些人是改变不了的。

你的爱情只是一种游戏,
在人群中留下无情的回忆。
你的生命只有疑惑,
因为你搞不清谁是真假。

记得我对你的好,
承认你的叛逆。
在你哀伤时,
回味你曾幸福过。

Wednesday, 18 November, 2009

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光良 – 约定

说好的三年不见面
用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑着说这是我们的考验我们的约定

就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸

我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了

我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的我更爱你了
我想他会告诉你的

你会记得我们的约定
听着风我也笑了
他一定会告诉你的我更爱你了

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光良 – 童话

忘了有多久
再没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久
我开始慌了
是不是我又做错什么

#你哭着对我说
童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了

*我愿变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局*#

repeat #
repeat *

我会变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局

哦…
一起写
我们的
结局

Would you believe I’m your angel and every story has a happy ending?

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