The flu is jamming my brain cells and suddenly it starts to beat my head like a drum. Few hours to my usual beach outing and I’m still lacking of sleep. Just two days to my tests and I’m rotting at home, sitting in front of the old monitor, and staring at the television set. There’s so much more to do but I neglect all my planning; I waste the ink on my notebook, listing out the tasks to accomplish. I don’t know what’s wrong. Someone has got to motivate me. At least, I’m feeling great since a week ago, when mind starts to take things lightly. Life has too many kind souls to cheer me. I ponder on “You never know what’s worth waiting, until you succeed”, which I never do.