I’m not an expert but a trainee, trying to learn to say “no”.
Human beings are lazy and often refuse to put in efforts. I can’t spoon-feed them all the way, because every man needs his own free time, so do I.
I really don’t know and I can’t waste anymore time digging up information to satisfy everyone. I can’t be a fool like in the past, because every success needs efforts and I need to pay efforts for my own goals.
I can’t help it for the world is always cruel, to you, to me and to everyone. And there’s one day you realise I’ve changed, hopefully I’m towards a better route.
If you realise I’m filled with selfishness right now, I shall admit it, for I’ve been the most selfish man towards myself all these years.