Suddenly I begin to think about myself again in a depressive mood. I’m falling behind from everyone in terms of fitness, knowledge, skill and other attributes.
When is the Oscars awards presentation? Which car is expensive and what is it called? I have never paid close attention to any. I do not spend time to update myself about the current affairs, I’m not taking up civilian driving course, and I’m not learning server-side programming, not revising my old work.
What is life? Is life just about working and surviving? Where should I go and what should I do? If life is so meaningless, why should we live on?
Just when life is so tiring and frustrating, we still have to move on.