[Wednesday, 31 May, 2006]

I could have withheld myself and not showing my despair; I should have spoken up even though my heart was aching so badly and was totally speechless.

It was not any of our faults but the cruelty of life. Perhaps, I should not have pinned so high hope once again. Besides, it was not the only day left for her to accompany me and that sentimental love birds deeply in love would never leave each other alone.

We are so deeply in love and both cannot do without one another; we cannot even do with without seeing each other for a day.

I never want to make her cry again.