These few days are some screwed up days for me. I am totally disgusted with using email and SMS as forms of communication.

I have to make contacts and as well as relating plans to others; which is rather hectic at times when I am lack of sleep.

Things that really freak me out are the lagging browser when I am replying all the emails and the non-stop ringing sound of my phone with new SMS when I have numerous MSN chat windows to reply to.

This is really a bad way of living. I should really ignore everything and just focus on my own hobbies, party and especially finding a job.

I have done my part for friends and for those shallow minded ones who thought I should contribute more for anything, I guess I have to say sorry.

Nobody knows what I have been doing daily.