It’s almost two more weeks before my freedom but it seems that two days later is a more crucial date and I’m completely lost.
My confidence is drained. I bet there’s nothing more I can do to impress or not create irritation.
I’m nothing right now but I hope it won’t be too late when I make it big.
I was called to the office and she told me I was entitled to no leave since I tendered within three months. All along I thought it did not matter since I would be working for more than three months in total and I gave the letter just a week to my three long months of work.
Therefore, I have to pay them back for the annual and medical leaves taken. Some people suggest that I can choose to stay on for a few more days to cover up for the leaves taken but I just want to leave the hellish place where the management is heartless.
What is worst is that I cannot take a few days’ leaves to rest at home and buck up on my websites.
Early in the morning, we were at the door and the auntie asked me where we were going. I shouted, “We are going to shopping already!”
The boss came out from the lift at the same time and he looked stunned.
I hated to be misunderstood but this time I rather he be taken in by me and got furious for the entire day.
It could be the final last day at IPOS.
My veins are broken. Eight channels of energies are flowing throughout my entire body aggressively. I’m too weak to walk, not even to raise my hands.
I was pulled to the client’s office in the midst of my work. Once again I felt so irritated for the pending stuffs being piled up.
It was also very disappointing that the clients kept changing their contents for the new site and my company’s management was powerless to freeze it. It was extremely stupid to ask me “how” when they realised the existing clients were queuing up, so eager to change their websites’ contents in my absence. My latest reply was “what to do” in a mono sarcastic and angry tone.
Life was better over the client’s side for I needed not see some ugly faces but this time it wasn’t as simple as before when I was cornered somehow. The different urgent workloads were trying hard to split me and I didn’t know which to begin on.
If only everyone could be more sensible and sensitive.
It’s drawing near and I know nuts about what to do. Every effort is worthless whereby all the little thoughts look insignificant.
You seem too comfort in your current zone that you don’t want any changes while someone dreams to move in deeper.
If you simply don’t give a try or chance, it doesn’t matter how much efforts can be put in and failure would definitely befall the sincere ones.
Will work on these 2 requests on top priority when I get back to the office, unless anyone tries to be funny.
Anyway, I’m sure the management have planned and know how to take good care of the clients’ complaints since they decide to put both Liza and I at IPOS for so many days in the first place. Don’t worry.
Sent: Tue 21-Aug-07 6:22 PM
Cc: Terry; Elgin Koh
Subject: FW: ID# 5988, 6009 & 6025
Need your help for NParks.
Can help with ISU 6009 & 6025?
Don’t want to receive lecture from customer so Terry helped with 5988.
Kopi for you, skai.
My deployment at IPOS has finally ended for now. It’s such an insult to be sent over there especially when the management is at war with them. I know it clearly that the company did not state that I have to do work out of office before e I signed the contract as Web Support.
Luckily that the IPOS staffs are nice people and they obviously know that they are on bad terms with the management and not us. I feel quite lucky to get to see some of them especially when they often scream over the phone at the management and thus it’s funny when we get to see their actual friendly side.
Working there is much better since we do not need to see some ugly faces inside the office; moreover, we simply have to concentrate on the project itself, unlike in the office we have to attend to so many different urgent ISU requests. During lunch time, I can get to see many sweet SMU girls since the university is just across the street.
Seriously I don’t know what the company is thinking about to send both Liza and I over for almost a week. So many ISU requests are pending and all the project managers and executives are in panic. It’s extremely unfair to all of us that we are not supposed to tell the existing clients that the management has sent the entire team out of office for so long and that’s why their clients are left hanging around. I suppose the whichever-stingy-guy has foreseen these problems by not employing more staffs and has all the solutions.
I probably have to buck up more before starving to death after I get my freedom. I seriously don’t know when Mike is going to start his company. However, his great plan has impacted me so much that I’m being so deadly hooked into this business. When hobbies become a source of income, it would be wonderful. Yet so many people are aware of the opportunities and I worry the late implementation would certainly kill the plan. Meanwhile I’m still not up to it and I probably need more time.
I always hate it when work or studies affect my personal life.
It’s ridiculous to send me over to the client’s office to do editing of website. I find it a disgrace especially when the clients try to make it sound like it’s our fault.
What’s Web Support? It’s supporting clients through means of the World Wide Web and not door-to-door visit. Some people think they have some filthy money and can abuse the staffs; but they are too stingy to even offer some incentives.
You all caused the back injury of mine to worsen and thus did not perform as good as expected during the match. You all suck.