Different people have different expectations from me. Each wants a piece of my time, thinking that I’m totally free and idling every day.
It’s tremendously exhausting to explain what I’m doing each day when I receive doubts that I can never have enough energy to debate.
The main reason why I’m home during weekdays is to follow my plan to study and do up websites but people can’t see it. When I was working those for those stingy assholes, I didn’t have enough time to expand myself; when I’m home, so many people are distracting from my work as well.
It’s useless to write down everything online since most people don’t care and moreover, I don’t have the time anymore.
It’s totally depressing when you can never get to see the person you want to meet but some others are expecting more from you.