Sleepiness, exhaustion, sweaty clothes, sore throat, freezing, hunger, gastric pain and disappointment hit me badly.
I have tried so hard each time at the expense of my health and happiness, just to make sure things work the correct way. Nevertheless, it has been so clear that all the extra effort worth nothing; someone else out there can easily make the difference. Sometimes, nothing seems even important in the first place.
What have I been doing all these while? Why do I bother to care? Why do I keep making myself miserable, especially for people who would not care?
Without anyone, the Earth will continue to spin.