The Sweetest Act

Joei came to me on Monday afternoon and caught me surprise. She passed me a bookmark:

I’m Sending You a Hug Today

Sometimes it’s nice to get an unexpected hug for no other reason than just because you’re loved and cared for.

It’s a good feeling to know that simply because you’re you, someone wants to show you how much you mean to them.

So while you’re reading these words, don’t think of them as just words…

Think of each one as a hug for your heart from mine!

– Barbara J.Hall

She probably witnessed me get wasted last Friday night and thus she tried to brighten up my day. I did not even talk to her much in the office!

Sweet hearts simply won sweet faces.

Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com

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Life Sucks like Usual

It has been days and I seem to have not yet fully recovered from the hangover. My brain seems to be numbed still. When I scratch my head, I cannot feel much.

New project has increased the weight on my shoulders. I cannot help thinking of the past when I decided to stay on just for three more months thinking that workload is little.

I’m not in any mood for work.

I’m distracted badly. My eyes get wet every now and then. My cough has worsened.

My brain cannot stop thinking, there is too many things I cannot do but to lay back and watch things silently.

I look at my knuckle, it looks normal but it continues to hurt beneath.

Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com

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光良 – 约定


说好的三年不见面
用我们的爱把时间留住
你笑着说这是我们的考验我们的约定
就这样三年又过了
我还是回到这个地方
闭上眼等你的出现
空气中吻你的脸
我还记得我们的约定
一辈子幸福的约定
为你写的那首歌
他也偷偷的掉泪了
我比以前还更爱你了
连那风都笑我了
我想他会告诉你的我更爱你了
我想他会告诉你的
你会记得我们的约定
听着风我也笑了
他一定会告诉你的我更爱你了

Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com

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Helpless for you, Disappointment for Me

Feeling the helplessness, but it’s different from yours.

You can easily make little effort just to overcome the problem which you claimed “helpless”, but I cannot because I’m helpless towards helping.

All the bad future scenarios come to my mind. I have tried so hard to control but it turns out I’m a total failure.

I used to not be able to doze off at nights and I wanted so badly to sleep early; for the past couple of weeks and till today, I’m totally drained each night, yet I do not dare to close my eyes.

The phone might sound any time. I wonder if I could hear your scream from far away if you happen to.

Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com

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Face the Music

Sometimes when we make mistakes, we tend to find faults with others instantly to avoid being blamed.

Have you ever realized you have done something wrong and yet you try to raise your voice?

Don’t be ashamed to admit, because many people do this as well.

I usually resign to the fate and face the music; it appeases the victim and also, makes myself feel better. By doing this, it reminds me of not doing anything that can hurt others. I have more peace in my mind.

Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com

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Nothing could Change

Sitting down at the back of the lab and witnessing the kids’ attitudes during the test, my mind was filled with thoughts.

There are too many people we cannot change in this world, no matter how we try. I cannot even change the person who claims to love me, and what difference can I make to the rest?

I sighed a gust of disappointment into the air, so many regrets crossed my mind. But if I were given a second chance, I would have done everything the same, or rather, not beginning on anything.

Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com

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