I begin to feel lousier about myself when I cannot multi-task, especially when I am on phone. There is also this major problem that I am only able to concentrate at late hours.
There are visions but never enough time to execute. No matter how much hours I am able to squeeze out of my sleep, I am failing badly. How many hours are there before daylight?
Following by sickness, I am feeling worst of this period of time before ORD. I feel so weak that I do not seem to be able to accomplish anything.
I cannot afford to fall sick in these two weeks because of the Pre-Admission test and the actual operation itself; if a delay is caused, I would have to foot the bill by myself after this month.
Time is crucial but I have no time management and ability to prioritize things.