梦里的你相似现实，似乎萍水相逢、视而不见。就在我努力的坚持中，我看到了自己的脆弱与无能。我看清了自己，我接受了失败。 眼前折腾着的我即使对你念念不忘，还是一个毫不起眼的路人甲。 我眼中的无奈说出了多年来的憔悴、牵挂、自残。 让我睡个好梦，一直到末日。就算是千年以后，我醒来而发现你从不属于我，至少我曾有个虚幻的幸福。 Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com
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The Fear, the Hate
I dread stepping into the place where many people insist in their own thinking. I hate to argue, I hate to fight and sometimes I have this wishful thinking that I can remain in peace. I hate being pestered as well. Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com
Lagging Behind and Pressurized
Meeting up with old friends can be quite pressurizing, especially when most of them are soon-to-be or already degree holders. A stable and high income seems so reachable within short period of time. Transportation does not seem to be a problem with the luxury lives. What I’m left with is just years of ruins after …
Nobody Reads Me
Why must you prove them that they are right? Out of so many people, all you can get is me? I have already told you of my stand and taught you what you can do, what is it that you do not understand about? I do not wish to fall off with my old buddies …
So Tired of Everything
The weariness is killing me. I’m both physically and mentally drained. The lack of sleep, lack of relaxation, lack of rest and lack of freedom are suffocating me. Maybe I’m just too greedy that I want so many things to be done and I want other people’s work to be finished soon as well. I …
Smile Alone Does Not Solve the Problems
A present of appreciation is a boost in morale, but never enough to kill all the unhappiness. Things are really beyond help. The work, the betrayal, the limitation and the unforeseen are haunting. Maybe, I’m not suited at all. Benefit of the doubt seems too foolish to be given to everyone. We all learn as …
Wanting to Get Away
The urge to get out of the office increases everyday. It is disastrous to work in such a condition that when you are rushing some important stuffs and yet people bomb you with immediate work to intercept and kill your momentum. Others start chasing you for your work and then some people keep asking causal …
Give Me the Laptop and I Would Run Away
It is amazing to work without a laptop for a person who is in the IT line. When the shared computer is being used, which happens often, you are left totally helpless. Another big problem is that you cannot leave your work area to in search of a quieter place when you are actually facing …
We Have to Learn to Let Go
Too many hurts to withstand, too many mysteries to solve, we eventually submit to avoidance. After the tour round the universe, we come back to square one. So many years of wastage, so many irreversible damages, and after all these, we begin to realise we have achieved nothing. We have to learn to let go. …
Stupid Helpful People
It makes myself look like a fool to go extra miles to help others. It is not my business and I cannot even fare for myself to waste so much time. It is true that by helping others, it makes one feel happy, but often, busy people have no luck to enjoy this. Nobody will …