[Saturday, 22 July, 2006]
It is a dizzy day but things turn out okay.
However, it seriously brings out the incapability in me – what kind of person I am and how do I fare in others’ hearts. So, I have to start doubting myself once again.
It is a fact that I am not up to expectation. Maybe I need to grow some more sense or unselfishness in myself, or maybe I am just not a good lover after all. I do not know.
Whatsoever, it is good enough that peace has overwhelmed again and hopefully history will never repeat the second time. I pray hard.