I bring myself full of hopes back, pinning for the better life. As the saying goes “the more hope you’ve the greater pain you’ll get”, it fits in tightly to my situation. Nobody understands me well for my heaven turns into hell. I can’t accept the setback and I live on to suffer. My life …
Monthly Archives: April 2005
I want to leave
I really hate the idea of working eleven hours per day, excluding the more than two hours of travelling time. There’s too much things on my mind to output and I need to get them out before they vanish. It exhausts me tremendously by draining my rest time. Sleepy head can’t think and it’s hard …
Welcome back
I wished so badly to return, day by day I put in effort to perform. Till hard work was recognised and I succeeded, dream seemed too real to realize. It was just the first day, when things went headwire. I wasn’t of a capable man, but I wanted to know what actually went wrong and …
Islandwide Driving
Driving on the expressway was exciting. It was by then free to display my creativity i driving, whereby o instructor was sitting besides me most of the time. We should be failures for the tests, and I guaranteed I’d get more than 30 major faults if islandwide driving was the test. That was when I …
Driver's Handbook
1 – Back to training It was yet another trainee’s lifestyle. I hated it since BMT and never would I want to taste it again, if I had a choice. The only relief was that my ex-platoonmates would be joining me, so much of a fortunate in the suffer. I wouldn’t mind if I didn’t …
Weakness
I hadn’t played a game so well for long. This time, my team consisted of three outsiders, too weird to be true that I had performed when I was nervous. It was probably due to the extra concentration I had put in, especially the skill and spirit of my teammates. After all these years, I …
The light
I don’t know why so many things are beyond control, that is, no matter how much effort I’ve put in, it’s pointless. It’s not about being pessimistic or not, but the fact of life. The worst thing is when one doesn’t know his own limit, pressing on everything blindly. He doesn’t get what he really …