FYP is like a demoralizer. It is not only that I have lost touch with Java, but to maintain consistency with others is a terror, especially to understand and use others’ design and coding. There is this chance to flunk the project. Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com .
Monthly Archives: November 2009
Happy Belated Birthday to me!
None of my birthdays I would anticipate like this year’s somehow. I told myself it was either the best or the worst ever. I began the night staying up with girlfriend since she was studying. I did not sleep for long just like any night. There was a meeting during lunchtime with nasi lemak provided …
Reap what you Sow
Mei Hoe helped me to apply the Chinese ointment thrice, rubbing my nerve with full strength, causing sweat penetrating through my skin. I did not know what to say but I knew I deserved it well. It was my own fault. At least I could grab myself onto the chin-up bar already. Perhaps, one lesson …
想念
想念是一种无情的痛。 痛在看不见、亲不到、拥抱不了。 Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com .
Xiao Xiao Ai Ai Bian Bian
I’m never a good lover because I have long forgotten how to say sweet words. While talk is cheap and action speaks louder, I prefer proving my sincerity by doing things physically from my heart. Nevertheless, no matter how unromantic and wordless I can be, there are always some words from my heart which I …
Cursed
I can’t hold myself on the chin-up bar; I can’t hold the badminton racket tight. There is this lousiness in me that I cannot do things I like to do. Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com .
Kill me Faster, would you?
Why don’t you just kill me with a samurai sword for an easier death? Why don’t you just blind me from seeing the fact? Why don’t you just pierce through my ears? Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com .
My Life Totally Sucks
I give up. There are too many things I cannot do even with my status. For whom I am, I am just too lousy. I cannot stop things from going wrong. My capability is limited and my words weigh nothing; I’m just another Tom, Dick or Harry on this Earth. I cannot stop people from …
Most Insignificant
Nothing I say means anything. Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com .
The Punch
The hurt on my knuckle doesn’t seem to surpass my heart pain. It trembles in red, not as bright as the lighted cigarette, but swollen enough to halt movement. A sportsman with injuries is deem as worthless. Since years ago, nothing ever stimulated self destruction anymore when maturity took over. Now that every bit of …