Where are you my girl for I haven’t heard from you for a long time? All I can do is to look at our photos and scan through my memories. I might be a hopeless case, too addicted to you, but never a nuisance, as to keep a better image in your heart. I can …
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Tired
Last night, I didn’t even have enough time to touch on my work before I dozed off. It was so long since I last had dinner together with my family. Maintaining friendship and family ties at such days was difficult. I could hardly catch a breathe. No doubt, I can’t please everyone well because people …
Endure the pain
The feet ache badly and sometimes movement is difficult. The knees are never as weak, so useless that there’s always some minor pain upon each strengthless step. And soon comes the backache, swiftly taken over sovereignty after its long exile. Pressing on with the exhausted body, it seems challenging yet stupid. The worst thing is …
Never like before
I was so lost when they asked me about my coach. I hadn’t seen him for so long. He didn’t give me much coaching and it wasn’t long after I joined the team, he stopped going down. No matter how biased or selfish he was, I didn’t want to disgrace him. I didn’t have good …
Plan to escape
I’m far behind from freedom, too lack of time to accomplish my dreams. Often, my stream of tiredness and laziness are overcome for the sake of my good friends; I don’t feel like going out for my brain full of ideas to be taken down in time, but I ignore my work. I walk like …
Craving for
What’s happy? Is it smiling? Is it excitement? Maybe, it’s satisfaction or maybe just a humour. How long can happiness last? Why don’t I seem to be able to keep mine? Perhaps, I often forget to stay happy, not only for miseries but also tiredness. Every luck I gain doesn’t feed me for more than …
My own rhythm
I didn’t expect to see an open area dancing ground for public in Singapore, not as grand as celebrations, but enough to stimulate my excitement. Tens of people moving and turning in steps, with momentum and energy was so pleasing to the sight. Each of them seemed too carefree for me to envy, so much …
Phobia to leave
There was a sudden touch on my heart upon their arrival. They came in one by one and each time brightened my smile. Some were sweaty and smelly, but certainly had become fitter looking. They poured out their grief, making me feel so fortunate to stay in Signal Institute. There seemed too many questions to …
Change for the better
I’m not an expert but a trainee, trying to learn to say “no”. Human beings are lazy and often refuse to put in efforts. I can’t spoon-feed them all the way, because every man needs his own free time, so do I. I really don’t know and I can’t waste anymore time digging up information …
Empty statements
Nobody really knows the toughness of being in the AVA team. We get to enjoy working from 8 to 5 daily and we get to relax in the office to play games. They say we are slacking. I nod my head, too carefree to argue. It has been a custom for people to judge on …