I try not to display my supreme observance because everyone has too many secrets to hide and too many lies to cover up; it causes fears in them. We have to forge ignorance at times to avoid being distant away. There may be little things that cause displeases to us but we have to overlook …
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The Next Moment, Next Day, Cherish Life
A little gastric pain strike and the heartbeats increased. Soon, I felt so numbed in my brain and that I was going to faint anytime. Life could just so vulnerable and we would never know if we could still breathe the next day. Will I learn to cherish my life more? Will I learn to …
Watching Drama during Holidays
I spent more than half of my holidays watching the Chinese drama – Han Wu Da Di (汉武大帝) – instead of doing my website. The few days of release from official work were initially planned for only personal work purpose. I got to understand the biggest difference between watching drama many episodes at one go …
Wrong Perception – Slow
Perception – whether in a good or bad view, it is hard to avoid being misunderstood. In many unforeseen and unavoidable situations, we are judged from a distance away. When we are packing up and rushing off to join friends who are already waiting, there will be chances colleagues halt us because our movements somehow …
The Sweetest Job Offer
I have never dreamt of working near my house with a good position status, having higher pay than now even though with just a diploma certificate, working for eight hours daily and last but not listed, having own room to hear knocking on the door and I say “Come in!”. Overall, the greatest loss is …
Recovering
It is good to be able to speak normally again without anything holding back my breath hard. The coughs continue to bug me. It is difficult to project voice out clearly when you try to make sure the other end of the Earth can hear you. If only we have remote control to mute human… …
So Disappointing
Disappointments, injustice and exhaustion fill the air. So what if I have done so much extra work when the result does not show any better than others’? Working hard alone is never sufficient to rule games. I’m sick of sacrificing worthlessly. I need to plan. Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com
Project and Work almost Killed Me
My body almost broke down since last Wednesday. The lack of sleep and exhaustion caused by work weakened my heart so much that I was strengthless throughout. Yet again, I stayed alone at the office till late without my gang. Eventually, I left before being chased off by the staffs; I did not want to …
Bandit Kings of Ancient China
I spent my entire last Saturday recalling the olden days’ enjoyments. My neighbour was one of the earliest IT pioneers who started since the Dos command lines days. It was before the release of Windows NT, the Dos game “Bandit Kings of Ancient China” was released. You could easily store the entire game inside a …
Efforts for You
When normal work resumed, I found myself sinking deeper into the competition against time. The race had never stopped since ten years ago whereby I had yet to take lead for once. I dug my own grave and buried myself deep inside. There were many things I could have avoided, which were redundant, except that …