1 – Back to training It was yet another trainee’s lifestyle. I hated it since BMT and never would I want to taste it again, if I had a choice. The only relief was that my ex-platoonmates would be joining me, so much of a fortunate in the suffer. I wouldn’t mind if I didn’t …
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Weakness
I hadn’t played a game so well for long. This time, my team consisted of three outsiders, too weird to be true that I had performed when I was nervous. It was probably due to the extra concentration I had put in, especially the skill and spirit of my teammates. After all these years, I …
The light
I don’t know why so many things are beyond control, that is, no matter how much effort I’ve put in, it’s pointless. It’s not about being pessimistic or not, but the fact of life. The worst thing is when one doesn’t know his own limit, pressing on everything blindly. He doesn’t get what he really …
Tough battle
Isn’t life full of guilt even though you’ve tried everything hard? I can do my leashing on the load faster and better than most people but I still fail the test. It was due to carelessness that I didn’t check the rope went out of alignment. Speed is useless, for my current timing improves from …
Back to the past
I tried very hard but I still failed to conquer time. It took great effort for a tired man to get on to his work, especially with designing. I wanted to use more graphics and the thought of the tedious work seemed to exhaust my mind instantly. Somehow, my new ideas didn’t match my theme, …
Be with me
You lend me a little time and I’ll build up my confident for you. I’ll stop all my naive acts and concentrate to be a better man. I’ll be your hero, I’ll light up your days, I’ll do my best to fit into your lifestyle and you can try to adapt to mine. I can …
In search
Where are you my girl for I haven’t heard from you for a long time? All I can do is to look at our photos and scan through my memories. I might be a hopeless case, too addicted to you, but never a nuisance, as to keep a better image in your heart. I can …
Tired
Last night, I didn’t even have enough time to touch on my work before I dozed off. It was so long since I last had dinner together with my family. Maintaining friendship and family ties at such days was difficult. I could hardly catch a breathe. No doubt, I can’t please everyone well because people …
Endure the pain
The feet ache badly and sometimes movement is difficult. The knees are never as weak, so useless that there’s always some minor pain upon each strengthless step. And soon comes the backache, swiftly taken over sovereignty after its long exile. Pressing on with the exhausted body, it seems challenging yet stupid. The worst thing is …
Never like before
I was so lost when they asked me about my coach. I hadn’t seen him for so long. He didn’t give me much coaching and it wasn’t long after I joined the team, he stopped going down. No matter how biased or selfish he was, I didn’t want to disgrace him. I didn’t have good …