I want to meet myself when I’m full of confidence. I’d gladly reject any unreasonable approach or demand without hesitating. I’d enjoy each day doing only things that I like and things that I think are appropriate. I’d live without hypocrites, kicking fakers and lamers away from my sight. I’d earn enough money to build …
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Spell my troubles
I’ve been throwing money in taxis, for timings which I should be able to make, but due to indecisiveness, I didn’t. All these money could be donated instead. I feel sinned and I really hate myself. I haven’t been spending my time properly. I made wrong decisions. I don’t care how others think of me …
I got upset
Whenever I get upset, my immunization system seems to be weaken till I can’t resist any virus attack. This is why I tend to get sick often. I had my worst diarrhoea last week, frequenting the toilet up to thirteen times in a day and thirty-eight times in four days. Giddiness and headache joined in …
Lovesick
Sometimes I wonder if I didn’t try to put them together, things might be better now. I didn’t know how sad was he for he refused to tell me what exactly had happened, until last night, when he was deeply depressed. I couldn’t accompany him for a drink which he did it first time for …
我想
把爱你的疯狂画成一道彩虹，将蓝蓝的天空越现越精彩。把一丝丝想念塑造成一哲哲借口，让明天的生命更有希望。把所有煎熬期盼成奇迹，我和我的梦想陶醉。 Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com
Beautiful life
I eat and eat and eat; I eat like a fat pig. Sometimes I feel guilty but people assume I won’t put on weight. I’ve started to love eating and sleeping which I think are time consuming. I’ve learnt to enjoy myself at least more than before. It’s all about happiness these few weeks. I …
Wait
The flu is jamming my brain cells and suddenly it starts to beat my head like a drum. Few hours to my usual beach outing and I’m still lacking of sleep. Just two days to my tests and I’m rotting at home, sitting in front of the old monitor, and staring at the television set. …
Blind
Close your eyes, you won’t want to know more.Enjoy your most beautiful sight now.Just relax.Don’t open your eyesbecause this world isn’t suitable for you.Just pretend you don’t know.You don’t know who’s hurting you. Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com
When I don't know
After so long, I realise the contradiction in my heart. There isn’t any progress, yet distance seems to lengthen rapidly. To be alone is sad, and to be without you is raging torment; I suffer since sober. I try not to think, I fool myself with console. I decline my true affection, but the feeling …
Laughers return
Last Thursday was one of the happiest days I had in Stagmont so far. After the long day exercise and keeping of stores, it was all leisure time. There were great performance and steamboat buffet which filled my stomach so much. I was impressed with the dancers who could remember the steps which kept us …