There are many men inside a man, for example, love, caringness, kindness, passion… etc. All of the thousands of qualities make him up.
When one is killed, he is still alive, but a different man.
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Loving You isn’t Enough
Love you is the greatest failure of my life. But if I can’t make you happy, it’s worse than losing you. I have done my best for you, and if you don’t appreciate or listen to me, that’s it. I can only sit back and wish you well. I have learnt that I’m not a saint and I can’t do everything. Though it’s my dream to give you the best of life, dreams usually succeed only when asleep. I love you deep but you can’t feel it till now. Maybe some other guys can do it better than me and I really hope so. I will miss your kisses and hugs, and especially your smiles. I will never forget you, not even your motion and the way you talk. Thanks for trying with me and trying to change your messy way of life. Love you.
All I hope for is the same like when I refused to admit my affection for you in the past – I need you to stay happy, love yourself and make your life meaningful.
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A leopard never changes its spots
A leopard never changes its spots – The notion that things cannot change their innate nature.
There are many people we cannot change in this world, not even using true love.
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Get Wasted
One of the saddest things that could ever happen is to get wasted in front of all the respectable educators, buddies and mentors who are bringing hopes to lives, simply for a person who does not appreciate at all.
Being a letdown is a sin and should go to hell – yes, I’m ready to.
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You have Won
You may have won over the love game again, but you have also lost something else – a man who loves you truly, and willing to forgive you for all your past and betrayal, and take good care of you forever.
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And tonight
And tonight, we shall toast…
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光良 – 童话
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=14YXpC4qbno
忘了有多久
再没听到你
对我说你最爱的故事
我想了很久
我开始慌了
是不是我又做错什么
#你哭着对我说
童话里都是骗人的
我不可能是你的王子
也许你不会懂
从你说爱我以后
我的天空星星都亮了
*我愿变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局*#
repeat #
repeat *
我会变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里
幸福和快乐是结局
哦…
一起写
我们的
结局
Would you believe I’m your angel and every story has a happy ending?
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Karma
If there’s karma, let it happen on me.
Happiness is what you have to strife for, for it does not come easy.
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Celebrated My Mum’s Second Birthday
On Tuesday, my mum wanted to dine together. I was not in the mood without my girlfriend. It had also been weeks of lack of sleep for me to enjoy anything. We went to the coffee shop near Duxton Place, along Neil Road when my younger brother was returning home from school. I was not in favour of that place except that it was nearer than Chinatown.
My mum started ordering happily to her liking and I was too irritated to even look at the ladyboss. We had a very full dinner. The ladyboss tried to chit-chat with us by showing off her sons.
After the dinner, we started our usual “guess the bill” game. I made the highest bet at $48 but it turned out to be $58 instead. I won the game even though it was a far $10 difference. Everyone was unhappy with the high price but I was not really amazed since I remembered we complained not to go there anymore for the food was costly.
I did not bother to pay my mum back the money for the food like the previous times because I felt the night was really lousy.
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Ton at Bianhong’s House Again
In the early Monday, I did not feel like leaving Choa Chu Kang and thus I tried to contact Bianhong. He responded fast and told me to meet up at the MRT control station. After buying drinks at the 7-11, I grabbed a packet of chicken rice at the coffee shop nearby before walking to Street 51 – It was of walking distance away from Avenue 3.
His mum was inside the living room and greeted me almost instantly when I walked in. I felt so ashamed of myself for not visiting them earlier. I met her quite a few times when I was going to work and she asked me to meet up with Bianhong soon. I had too many loyal friends who were kind to me and I was being an ass friend.
They hosted me with great hospitality, except that Lucky took very long to stop the hostile barks. Both Lucky and Happy made me miss my dog, Jack, very much. They were of the same breed – Jack Russell. The dogs jumped onto the bed to sleep with us. Happy snored.
I dared not leave the house since Bianhong’s mum was sleeping in the living room and that the two dogs would make more noises. I was holding to my phone and slept only at around five AM and woke up in an hour’s time.
I wore Bianhong’s formal wear, including his leather shoes to work. Without my watch, key stick, laptop’s lock’s key, thumbdrive, I felt quite naked. The worst thing was when I realized one of the shoes was spoilt. Luckily I still had my jeans and informal shoes.
The day did not end early. I had to go for FYP meeting right after work.
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