Dear Dreams – Page 99

We Cannot Have Everything

Before you can open up to express that you are getting too much of everything, new burden starts to rub in.

Can you manage to focus when gunners are pointing at you while needy people are crying for your help? Can you withstand it when things are ways beyond your capability and yet you are such a perfectionist? Can you concentrate at the point of time when everything is pending at the highest priority level?

Can you calm yourself down when the clown is testing your patience inside the burning room? Will you find all sorts of crappy excuses to drag things on when you know it must be done eventually?

When everything is unreachable, will you rather give up some things in order to get the rest done?

Different Views

What is the most disappointing and hurting thing that can happen to you?

Ungrateful, Disrespectful and Rebellious

One way to judge a person is to observe.

If you have helped him or her a lot in the past, even to the extent of bothering others, such as your boss, you probably have done enough to earn respect from everyone.

At the point of time you witness him do something wrong and you start questioning him, watch out for his attitude. If he turns nasty even though you have the authority to report on him, you can easily judge his character – ungrateful, disrespectful and rebellious.

Through simple incidents in life, we can easily observe and judge people.

Befriend only with people who really worth it; but still, it will be good to give blessing to others.

The Taxing Journey

I do not know how long more I can continue. The kindness is too easy to be taken for granted, whereas the equipment I need is still a distance away.

I hate it so much when people perform drama in front of me.

Being plagued by passages, words and endless new terms, my brain is over-saturated and it leaves no space for more.

It is not even a month since school has started and I’m dying so much for a break.

If only I can learn to manage time better and eliminate all attacks from cunning people to clear away extra work.

Full of Thoughts

Everyone certainly has his own thought.

If he does not speak up, it does not necessary imply that he is a quiet person or he is trying to hide something.

One common reason is that he is too tired to talk, while in some strange occasions, he does not want to join in the battle of debating voices to worsen the situation; sometimes he is being interrupted before he can finish his sentence.

Unfortunately, to speak up is difficult. The worst scenario is when he is being prompted but he cannot finish his sentence before another voice tries to battle his.

There is nothing wrong with being treated as a quiet person and there is no wrong for remaining silence, as long as nobody mistakes him as a backstabber.

It becomes a joke when some people ask you to speak up yet you totally have no chance to speak up.

Crappy Reason to Stay Up

Every morning, there are always reasons to keep me awake. The determination to sleep early has failed so badly till this day.

The worst thing is when some crappy people causing it.

How am I going to do anything when I have already drained myself fully and yet cannot replenish myself, and the cycle goes on and on every night?

Bad Happenings

Things just did not go well.

I failed to get my new machine after three days.

Lecturer loved to mumble to himself and drop his voice in the mid of his sentences.

A celebration was denied by a crappy class assignment.

Great Weekend

I had one of the greatest weekends ever. Good Friday prolonged the happiness.

Shopping at Anchor Point, Queensway Shopping Centre and IKEA was great, followed by a “midnight movie”.

I had my new spectacle made at People’s Park Complex and after more than a year, the degree was the same.

On the last day, I had late breakfast at Seng Kang Ya Kun Kaya Toast, late lunch at Tampiness Burger King and followed by a little swim at Seng Kang Swimming Complex with a MacDonald’s meal in the end.

The Stress

Everywhere, everything and every moment are stressful parts of life. Family, friends, work, school and anything you can think of.

Next week is the doom week and I cannot help thinking of seeking escape.

Play a Game of No Lying

All minor lies eventually will turn into total lost of trust that every word, even if it is true, just seems too doubtful.

It does not necessary require a strong lie to kill because a hundred minor lies will do almost the same.

If you have anticipated something like that in the first place and done something against it, you probably are a failure.