[Tuesday, 30 January, 2007] Sometimes we get very inspired when chatting with people. If you have been through years of life like me, you would probably have heard of many good morale, goals or logics of life. However, knowing them and able to apply them are different matters. Occasionally, we do need others to remind …
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Been Wrong All These Years
I don’t know exactly why but I’m losing my confidence once again since end of last year. I’m totally disgusted with my judgements sometimes and at times I don’t know what I’m doing. I’m stubborn in a stupid way which causes problems to me and nobody ever recognises my efforts. Perhaps, one of the main …
Fixing the Bicycle
[Friday, 01 November, 2006] My elder brother finally bought the stuffs to fix the old wheels of the bicycle. Being so ignorant, I decided to go out to the corridor to see him do the work. I always thought he would change the entire tyres inclusive of the grooves outside and I never expected the …
A Nightmare, My Phobia
One of my greatest fears is to receive phone call from people who cannot fall asleep at night because he or she sleeps too much in the evening. It is a phobia, a turn off and it gives me the tremendous fright, causing a freeze in my brain. I am someone who cannot multi-task and …
Talking with Mike
[Friday, 26 May, 2006] It was at least the third time Mike had talked to me about plans in the future. The advices he gave were useful and motivating. Though the previous times, the energy driven was dispersed soon by the disgusting camp life. He is brilliant and has great plans. So far, he is …
The way of life
It is either you join in or you suffer alone; the fact of life is so cruel. Have I conceded to the ugly reality? Is this what I want to restore my mind from stress to have a refreshing start before I step into the real world? So, am I willing to give up the …
Is there a change?
“You look like Kailun in the past; I mean your attitude,” he said to the newcomer. “He always tidied up the office though it seemed pointless.” Am I being very slack nowadays? There are indeed times when I’m sitting around doing nothing, but I supposed I’m still far better than most of them. There are …
Meaningless
Suddenly I begin to think about myself again in a depressive mood. I’m falling behind from everyone in terms of fitness, knowledge, skill and other attributes. When is the Oscars awards presentation? Which car is expensive and what is it called? I have never paid close attention to any. I do not spend time to …
Personality awareness
There is always a need to find out more about myself, so as to improve and correct all mistakes. Taken from carrot’s MSN nick, please spend a few minutes’ time to do these for me… http://kevan.org/johari?name=sillydumb Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com
Sudden thoughts
There is this sudden mixed feeling in my heart. I’m too tired to really think right now. My eyes have been so irritated and my back has never stopped aching for weeks. There are still so many things left undone and I guess I will not be able to finish them even on my ORD …