As I forecasted, it was another tiring week for me. Having not enough sleep for the first night, things seemed to get better suddenly when work were allocated and shared. Unexpectedly, the guard mounting was carried out with 3 excused personnel. The rain came too early in the morning to cancel it. I stood like …
Monthly Archives: August 2005
You know it why
Sometimes just feel like having someone to talk to. You’re not around. You can’t be free for me. You want to know why but I want to know more. I can’t say I miss you. This distance is too fragile to break. I’m far away from you and I never want it further. This is …
2215h
I don’t know why it must be me again. Everyone can find their own excuses to escape all the shit. I’m having such a bad sore throat, flu and cough. The gastric pain comes on and off, though they’re minor ones, I don’t want to risk my health because of ***. I’m not going to …
Paint me
The sun had been so strong and the clouds played evil. Sky was so clear and each beam of light seemed like a stroke of the brush, painting my skin red. I like the colour, but not the pain, especially on my face. Maybe I should like the pain as well, then I’ll be a …
Speak up
You know – it’s going to be sad if someone doubts you after you’ve tried your best and even put in the best thoughts for him or her. People who are older or more experienced or successful would definitely advise you to persist on. But does it worth to waste your time on someone who …
As usual
Finally it didn’t rain. It had been hot the whole afternoon and I could hardly stare into the sky. As usual, some friends failed to turn up; some even kept quiet about not going. I felt stupid reaching on time, waiting down there alone, then started calling everyone using my phone. I took out my …
Where's Kenneth Guo?
He said if anyone made me carry things, go to him immediately. He said after my physiotherapy sessions, he would downgrade my PES status. Now that he’s clearing leave, where do I find him? Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com
The place call HELL
I’m totally disappointed. I’m being stabbed all over my back, my soul and my most inner purity. The person who I thought I could trust most doesn’t believe my words. The deepest respect I’ve always shown her mocks at my stupidity. My injustice lays unrest. I know I should never trust officers in ***. I …
Heroes of the night
Nowadays, the contractors have become more and more “garang” (hardworking). You’d never believe they’d stay back for work until near midnight. I don’t know if I should curse or praise them when I’ve to stay along with them. It’d be cruel for me to chase them away when their project was going to be due …
People make the place
When it’s useless to say, I rather not tell. I can never get away from the hellish place. This moment you scrub my back but when I walk away you try to stab me. Sometimes I just can’t understand smiles can be so fake. I did try to explain, the dowagers refused to listen more. …