Dear Dreams – Page 266

The moment she stared

It was the last train but the seats were almost completely filled. I expected no one to take the same path home with me since there weren’t many residents at my place and offices were already closed.

She was in red, as sweet as the morning flowers, stepped out of the train door. I was behind her, up the escalator, as the night got more tensed. She was fast on her pace but I overtook her soon after exiting the control station. I didn’t accelerate to the maximum and I prayed hard she would follow. The night seemed to be mine and she kept in steps closely behind. Even after crossing the road, she was there. I couldn’t help feeling lucky when she turned into the same alley after me. But she cut through the middle, which caught me unaware and I knew she was going to take the lead soon. Just when the paths were going to merge at the other corner, I looked back to pretend looking at something.

This avoidance could mean so much to me, as I turned in front and realised she was actually looking at me, then I regretted. I could have admired her beauty at a closer distance. The timidity I had had slaughtered me from my happiness, both my enjoyment and chance. There was soon unbearable rage of frustration and furious lay in myself. I was hated for not having the courage to even glance at her, so much for the pride and possible image of a pervert.

I followed the shadow of the innocent angel tight, looking at her back was all I could feel blessed. The short journey towards carpark was a stretch of refreshing elixir water spraying on me. Somehow, she brightened up the dim place. As we were near her lift after the zebra crossing, she gave me an ultimate shock once again when I was about to clear my mind. Her sudden turn back to look at me told me I should do something, but instead I felt a sudden weakness in my legs. I didn’t stop or take a longer glance at her.

I had to feel remorseful to myself; if the destiny were to fall on any other guy, he could have grabbed it tight. I walked off from my chances, kind of being rebellious against all great hopes. All I could do was to rush home and see through the windows because the least I could was to get her unit number.

The night just seemed like a dream with no ending story.

He walked off

I stepped down and was ready to leave. Suddenly they came back and calmed down my anxiety. But somehow they weren’t leaving and I didn’t know what was going on at all with the pissed face. There was one guy missing and his name was heard. I was dead beat but I knew I couldn’t leave all the mess behind though I might not be needed.

He came back and I didn’t know for what reason. None wanted to tell me the situation and problem faced because there was no point creating another unrest mind. But soon he left and I still didn’t know why, because he was part of the team. I could play bastard and leave, because I stayed further and I had no car. Somewhat I just watched him from the second storey, opening the door and soon drove off. Nobody stopped him and I knew none could stop his soul from leaving.

I can’t understand the selfishness of mankind and I’m so disturbed by it. It just haunts me day and day and refuses to leave. Is this what most mankind would be, to keep his ass tight simply just by ignoring? Are human so hypocrite to just do things in front of the higher authority?

I really wanted to leave.

How stylish and charming

As she sat on the floor, my attention was diverted over. She wasn’t extremely pretty but cool, somehow attracted the eyes.

She was in uniform and her friends pulled her up. She seemed wild and playful, reminding me the period of time I used to write pieces of dedicated love letters foolishly. No matter how rough she was, I could only see sweetness and pureness. She didn’t hide her flaws, more than happy to express her most inner self no matter how others would see her. Unlike any other girl, would have probably be playing gorgeous.

I wouldn’t allow history to repeat though it has already happened from time to time. I wouldn’t want another letter again for no one worth it. All the innocence is more than deceptiveness. Somehow my concept has changed over the years; more mature yet not as considerate. Faith is lost and there’s nothing such as true love.

One step back

I’m always looking back at the past, missing all the good old days. I used to be more fortunate.

Perhaps, man’s greed is the cause of troubles. I used to be so contented with my romance of the three kingdoms 3 game. I spent all my time on it, day and night, sometimes without sleep. Now that I’m towards programming, designing, writing and more, I’m too lost to start off.

I used to go out with big group of friends, especially to the beach. No matter how busy and tired each of us was, we sacrificed for everyone’s smiles. Things can never be the same again. Even my first camera cum webcam isn’t working anymore. I give up.

This few days, I stayed home to play my game alone, seeking for some fragrance of the past. I’m using computer instead of the SEGA set. That first and ever bought disk isn’t with me anymore. Even the style I play has changed, no longer as careful as before; I’m not myself anymore.

Picture: Playing catching with the defending concentrated army of Liu Bei (blue). It dragged on until the next month when he fought alone. I pressed “tab” accidentally and the game restarted.

Eyes on you

Do you realise how hard it takes to maintain eyes contact with a stranger of the different gender? It’s a method to test if she’s interested in you; somehow might seem rude to some people. You give her a good glance and when she notices you, smile at her. I can never do that.

How many guys can achieve that and out of them, how many are flirts? It takes so much courage to take the risk of being called a pervert or even being rejected nastily. After all, it’s the first step to make friends with your eye-candies.

The confidence it takes to succeed has to overcome one’s own pride; it will eventually boost the girl’s ego and you don’t know if she’s a bitch. But if you don’t try, how would you know?

Suggestion Forms

Title:
Key/Equipmment Movement Scanning System

Situation/Problem:
There are many equipments and rooms in BLK 202. Everytime any equipment or key is drawn or returne, documents are to be updated, which takes time. During peak hours, situation worsens and lessons are being delayed due to long queue. Documents may not be updated properly as well.

Solution:
A scanning system can be implemented such that all details of instructors and trainees are stored, and using of 11B to scan for each transaction for both staff and client. The system is to be connected to the intranet, such that TRMS office is able to view the rooms and equipments status any momentand able to make changes on demand.

Title:
Pulley System in BLK 202

Situation/Problem:
Since BLK 202 is the training block, equipments are often moved around. This would cause injuries to the back and knees of the soldiers or contractors.

Solution:
A pulley system can be installed on the top of the building so that equipments can be raised or lowered down to and fro each level. This would reduce the number of manpower and injuries.

One day when I can't walk

I just wish to do what I want to, but so little I can do now.

I want to walk alone in the silent night of the peaceful street, let the sound of vehicles brush through my ears; I want to jump crazily about as high as I can, far over the volleyball net; I want to dash towards the sun, so fast that I see hopes; I want to help everyone with their loads, so that they can give me a smile.

Now that I can’t do what I want for they’re so simple yet so tough. I’m still living with my injured knees, one day I may not walk on.

Addicted to physiotherapy

She led me to a cubical as I watched her long golden silky hair at the back. I sat down while she drew the curtain to preserve some privacy. I realised I was a lucky guy.

She was not only neat and clean, but also angelic looking; she had unique charisma, so calm and cool yet she was friendly and soft spoken. There wasn’t any part of her body features that was outstanding from others; however, her overall image was more than seductive. My wish came true.

I regretted being shabbily dressed. Answering her questions made me look dumb too, for I hadn’t noticed about the problems though I had aches all these while. She was so gentle checking for pains, examining my knees while I tried to concentrate to feel for any pain that might occur. Though it was difficult, I tried not to look at her in order to show her respect, especially when she was bending down.

I was disappointed to know that I couldn’t go back weekly for gym training. She was more appealing than the half day off I would get but I tried to use this as an excuse to go back, which failed. Shark. I could have talked more, into her personal life, her job and others, probably that would pull us closer.

My head seemed to swing left and right upon recapping of her pleasant looks. I wondered how many more people would be injured over the years – I just wished to break my legs in order to see her more often.

此情此景

又下雨了，你还会在乎吗？

地上的水也在同时间淡化，形成一片片云，随着风速不停地鼓舞，朝上空，随原地，盘旋不断。

阳光的普照在大地上增添了色彩，让这舞台周围的植物，鸟儿，爬虫和建筑类都充满活力，仿佛能让人起死回生。天空不断传来你的香味，那芬芳是如此的动人，让我幻想你在我身旁。这大自然的景相就像是为我们演奏。我泪如雨下和你阳光般的笑容创造了可悲又动人的故事。

拥抱是占有的表达，也是受宠的享受。你能投入我怀里吗？

Welcome to the gym

If you were a right-hander, your muscle group on your right would be bigger. Your spine requires both sides of muscle to keep it in place and since one side is larger, there will be some rubbing, thus creates friction. As time goes by, there will be some wear and tear.

The way you stand or walk might be wrong and that you might be only using the muscle on your back waist. Therefore, when your back muscle is injured, your waist cannot support your upper body, causing pains. The correct posture will require both the back and abs muscle to maintain your body weight.

In order to rectify the two problems, train up your left body muscle to keep it balance and also train up your abs muscle so that your back muscle can rest to recuperate.

Remember that the muscle by the side of your spine is used only for supporting the spine, do not over exert it by bending forward to carry heavy loads or by other means.