Finally, I decided to take a break from camp. I don’t want to be so stupid and continue to go back when I’m sick, when others are kind of buying MC so often. When you fall sick, they won’t care for your health; when you get worse, they start to suspect your illness; when you …
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Life goes on
I drove with my class 3 and 4 license today even though I shouldn’t be, it was quite fun. This was a good day compared to the previous days, just that I was very busy again. But I must say I really asked for troubles myself to pick up little shit, too insignificant for others …
When you can't bear responsibility for your own life
How many setbacks must a man suffer before he can succeed? If you can’t bring back time and there isn’t anymore chance, will you able to pick yourself up again? How do you conquer your defeat and prove yourself once again then? To each his own; this world is cruel. How many men will want …
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Await the most crucial day
Because it had been raining for the past few days, there wasn’t really any plan of activity. It was cooling at home, except that nothing worthwhile was done. My younger brother had distracted me a lot with his Maplestory game. It was quite boring killing the same creatures at first but soon it became interesting …
Another chance – a greater progress
I was so tired that I dozed off soon after getting home. Work was hectic in camp today, but maybe it was just for me. There was too much initiative that body almost couldn’t take it. I couldn’t stand things going wrong or left undone. At least there was someone working hard too, so I …
Give and take – dumb shit
This is my only drive in the army; it’s been keeping me going for more than a year that I’m still staying sane. Now that I’m trying so hard to fight for my right, but it seems like setting new paths at the dead end. This is a depressive route, yet, I’ve never given up. …
Take me away
On the second working day of the year, I’ve already developed phobia in going to camp. The sweeties who I’ll be seeing on the way no longer have the power to ease my hatred. How cruel it is to do favours for a person who doesn’t wish to help you. To me, it’s the same …
The explosive
I stepped into the camp with my loaded mood. There was no reply after I sent my message to enquire about my eligibility for the volleyball game. This day I missed another training. Watching my dreams going to be perished, it was endless torment. This day I didn’t talk much again, because the whole place …
Review of year 2005
It’s always sad to recall about the past but it’s a must in order to be able to do reflection – to correct mistake as well as not to let history repeat itself. Year 2005 is the worst year I’ve ever had. Army had totally screwed up my life. From injuries to doubt of indignity, …
It's never been better
It’s really difficult to bring myself back after setback. When it’s almost impossible, worse situations come in, throwing celebrations for a rugged man. I went back after a day of escaping from the hellish place. The absence of the duty clerks started the day unpleasantly. A set of new rules caused frustration, which I’d chosen …