I must be having too much of self fantasy; watching too much of television programmes harms. The birds are not singing for me. I should not have taken off my spectacle. Now then I notice the bridge is shaking; I never realise the beggars do not give a damn after I drop the coins. I …
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Never too good
I never know how to please people. There is a limit to things which I can do, though too little is not able to even cause a little shake; that is me. I do not know how to bring fortune to others. People around me are not happy. I will care only for myself. I …
Never have a chance
As I reach the limitation of my ability; I realise it is still not yet the peak. How lousy can a person be, it means too much of a disheartening. I am not yet a hero, never a saint and forever a loser. I never have a chance to prove myself and it takes too …
Calculative
Between us, we need not calculate about who is in debt to who; because we each belongs to one another, just like a whole. Love is everything. Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com
Getaway
There is this urge too enormous to own my own house. I love my own freedom, to do things at my own pace and own time. Things are really restricted now and I feel jailed sometimes. I love my own privacy to type my own stuffs with countless draft work, each with small improvement until …
Never understand
One thing I cannot understand about my mum is that she keeps complaining about the high electricity bill each month but she never wants to save up. She knows well air-con is very energy-consuming but she still insists in using it every night. At first I thought after my younger brother had enlisted, things would …
Seeing
No doubt that the urge to see is enormous, you might not be happy even if your wish comes true. You get tired suddenly and giddiness befalls. Lostness captivates your entire body, leaving your head in endless aches. You have a battle over desire at the mean time. You are being robbed of strategy that …
Leaving a memorial
I did tell myself before I will never be sad; but somehow, I realise it is not a matter of choice. Feeling – you cannot control it totally. No matter how I can make myself laugh loudly or cheekily, it cannot ease the pain underneath. I cannot buy things with sincerity; I know I have …
Something's wrong
I don’t know why I’m feeling sad and moody for the whole day, especially when I’m alone. Maybe I’m very tired in spite of dozing off as early as nine plus last night. My chest is stuffy. I really wish to know why but there is seriously nothing wrong. Maybe it is because there are …
Sorry doesn't mean everything
I hate to be taken for granted by friends; it is one of the saddest things on earth to try to be kind to someone who are always trying to make use of you. Often, I can go all out to help if you give in your best as well and not coming back just …