It is a sudden feel of tiredness. No matter how much rest can be obtained, it can never be enough. Work can never be all done; mind can never freed from troubles. The pressure has compressed my brain and I have been the tiniest person ever. “I know you can do it, look at all …
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Calculative
Between us, we need not calculate about who is in debt to who; because we each belongs to one another, just like a whole. Love is everything. Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com
Vivi’s performance
[Sunday, 21 May, 2006] Early in the morning, I woke up too frequently with the fear of oversleeping. For every ten minutes, I opened my eyes and wondered why Vivi had not called me. Meeting her up at Outram MRT and then accompanying her to Pasir Ris, it was a sweet journey. I disliked going …
The surprise
[Saturday, 20 May, 2006] As she came right at my door, I almost thought I was dreaming. In her panting voice, so much sweat overwhelmed her face, I could not stop aching. She was such a darling girl, spent too much effort in delivering her love to me; though she did not know the way …
Because of falling
Disappointment is when you speed against time to realise it is not your effort alone that helps. Disappointment is when you want to help someone so much but you fail to get the chance. Disappointment is when you wish to see and be the first and yet you wait in vain. Disappointment is when the …
Fighting alone
[Thursday, 18 May, 2006] Finally the end of the week is reaching; I try not to think of the fact that another Monday would soon arrived as well. Yesterday and today, work in camp reminded me of the past. It seemed that I was the only one doing work like before the newer guys joined …
Healed
[Tuesday, 16 May, 2006] It had been quite long since we last had such busy day. Things fell together at the same time to tear u into pieces. Of all, the sudden announcement of parade on the next day forced our preparation work, causing severe lack of manpower. Things started after Ben left the office …
Chua’s SMS
[Wednesday, 17 May, 2006] I received an SMS from Chua saying, “I was told that ns system change to 1mth bmt and 1 army years no 2yrs,it apply to nsf only.” Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com
Depleted
There are too much wounds within me; being drained to the last drop of sweat, I never have enough rest. My brain no longer functions well anymore and that my most impressive inspiration has ditched me, drawing thick paint across a boundary of insanity from me. My eyelids are caressing each other, alluring the retreat …
One year later…
[Monday, 15 May, 2006] It was probably the last visit to the Orthopaedic Surgery at SGH. Waiting time was around fifty minutes and compared with the previous times, it was real fast. There were many patients and I thought I had to wait for at least two hours. Anyway, I dozed off as usual and …