[Wednesday, 07 June, 2006] There were these tears wiping the eyes in the darkness. It was the same warmth like before but never too calm. The boy clearly remembered how reluctant the girl was the day before to continue the vow to fulfil their dream. There was stuffiness within his chest and he almost died …
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Operation for my calf
[Tuesday, 06 June, 2006] I could not get to sleep the night before when I started thinking of my problems. I decided to go to the MO because I was going to ORD soon and my problems needed to be solved as soon as possible. So, at first he asked me why I did not …
Day of furniture shifting
[Monday, 05 June, 2006] Four months to ORD, my luck refused to pay me visits again. Health Lifestyle (HLS) was changed from every Wednesday to every Tuesday and Friday, and that timing was shifted fifteen minutes earlier. The worst thing was the shuttle bus timings being shifted half an hour earlier. Waking up was a …
It takes both persons
I have never been so determined for phobia always searches my soul. I am a coward who fears so much of setbacks though I am used to them. No matter how strong I can be, it leads to nowhere when I do not have the ability. And at times, it takes both hands to clap; …
Off the top of the world
I must be having too much of self fantasy; watching too much of television programmes harms. The birds are not singing for me. I should not have taken off my spectacle. Now then I notice the bridge is shaking; I never realise the beggars do not give a damn after I drop the coins. I …
Never too good
I never know how to please people. There is a limit to things which I can do, though too little is not able to even cause a little shake; that is me. I do not know how to bring fortune to others. People around me are not happy. I will care only for myself. I …
So it’s not fair for you
Have you ever thought over that you can see a person almost everyday but not others? Is it fair that others can get a chance too? Who do you think you are and do you think you can sacrifice as much as others for her? Are you the one who is going to spending the …
Care for you
It is never effortless to be with someone who is extremely appealing to the opposite sex. You can never change the fact that guys are always trying hard to get near her; with tonnes of reasons that you can never expect. Is jealousy a form of lack of trust? Is it the trust of the …
Just giddy
[Sunday, 04 June, 2006] For the second night I felt giddy. I tried to pace up on my work, clearing and packing up my disk space, checking the scattered URLs inside my draft text file and put the useful ones into my website. I managed to edit and upload photos into my previous entries. But …
Unable to organise outings
[Sunday, 04 June, 2006] I am quite sure Peh was joking just now in MSN, but I need to clarify about things. I have stopped organising outings a long time ago, before falling for her; it starts with my serious cough, nose irritation and injured finger numerous months ago. Camp’s life has been hectic sometimes …