There are too much wounds within me; being drained to the last drop of sweat, I never have enough rest. My brain no longer functions well anymore and that my most impressive inspiration has ditched me, drawing thick paint across a boundary of insanity from me. My eyelids are caressing each other, alluring the retreat …
Monthly Archives: May 2006
One year later…
[Monday, 15 May, 2006] It was probably the last visit to the Orthopaedic Surgery at SGH. Waiting time was around fifty minutes and compared with the previous times, it was real fast. There were many patients and I thought I had to wait for at least two hours. Anyway, I dozed off as usual and …
My mum’s high fever
It was really difficult for me to communicate with my mum. She assumed she was strong at her age, with some long term medication somemore, told my younger brother she was not afraid of being infected by his cough. Somehow, she managed to get her lesson when she got the cough and sore throat, most …
Home from hospital
[Monday, 15 May, 2006] I just get home from hospital because my mum runs a high fever. There are still many things to do, like uploading of the photos taken at Zoo and follows on, the deleting of “spoilt” photos and renaming of them, and lastly to send Peisi those with her inside. There are …
Auntie-killer
[Saturday, 13 May, 2006] In evening, when I was taking the lift down to set off to Vivi’s house, an auntie from 8th or 12th storey boarded the lift. I was quite embarrassed to occupy half the small lift with my bicycle and we exchanged smiles. Suddenly, she started asking, “You’re the whose son right?” …
A caring brother
Actually, my elder brother is very sweet to me. He cooked extra spaghetti for me other than just feeding his girlfriend. He adjusted the fan to point upwards so that I would not be sweating after the air conditioner was switched off in the morning when I was sleeping on top of the double-decker bed. …
Getaway
There is this urge too enormous to own my own house. I love my own freedom, to do things at my own pace and own time. Things are really restricted now and I feel jailed sometimes. I love my own privacy to type my own stuffs with countless draft work, each with small improvement until …
When I am sick
A long weekend being devastated by illness caused the low productivity of work. I slept two days to realise I had not recovered from the flu and cough, of course of a certain improvement with the strong medicine. My voice was much better already. I missed out quite a number of activities – my physiotherapy …
The way of life
It is either you join in or you suffer alone; the fact of life is so cruel. Have I conceded to the ugly reality? Is this what I want to restore my mind from stress to have a refreshing start before I step into the real world? So, am I willing to give up the …
Suki Sushi
[Friday, 05 May, 2006] The crazy Spectrum event got the AVA team in a fix again. None would want to stay there to experience the boredom once again and especially for me, when the bitch was around. Some assholes were thinking it was enjoyable to sit there and get ready for any unforeseen shit. It …