I’m bringing my pain along to Taiwan. The aching on my back weakens my body. I’m glad to leave, to gain experience, as well as to escape from the craps I’m facing. It’s the first time I’m holding an international passport. I’m at total lost. It isn’t just a simple trip, not when I’m leaving …
Monthly Archives: May 2005
Sour plum covered with maltose
maltose – malt sugar Pieces of memories keep falling, filling in the emptiness. I seem to be recovering from the amnesia. I refuse to but each time when I lose my concentration, the jigsaw puzzle rearranges towards forming pictures. Have I killed the enthusiasm of someone? Why do I feel something’s missing? I never dare …
风
我顺着狂风唱出一首首情歌，希望它带给你我切切的感触。风能带走我的忧虑，就当我幻想和你在一起。我细细听着，听着它为我带来你的消息，就是一千年，一万年，我还是在等着它对我说你很快乐。风无时无刻带来了你的香味，我又何时不挂念着你。我叹了一口气，气里包含了你我的过去。风，它偷偷地偷走了我的自信。 Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com
最后一滴泪
疲倦的眼从此不再为谁流泪，因为脆弱的心灵早已生产不出泪滴。需要用人造泪水才能洗清每日日以万积的伤痕。那最后一滴的自然水就是这么的珍贵。它包含着痛苦与喜悦的精华，在一瞬间不知所措，边缘中垂死挣扎。 Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com
I see I know I realise
I always give no thought of how long I would take to accomplish a task alone. Partly, I’m influenced by the old saying “if you’re determined you can work anything out”. So, I always do things blindly, putting in my full effort, but I don’t know my limit. Maybe this is the reason some friends …
Broken pen
Inspiration meets exhaustion,enthusiasm wears off.Ideas rot,memory fades;I can’t think,I can’t write.Is breaking the pen the only excuse I can findfor stopping my work?In this case,buy me a new open,and I’d write for you. Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com
Inspiring meeting
The meeting with Anthony on Monday evening added remorse to me. My repeated unexpected delay in the camp caused the movie catch to cancel off even though I sweat my uniform smelly on the first day of the week. We had dinner instead and I was guilty all along the way. We began discussion about …
How many days do you need?
Took a big round of walk around my neighbourhood but couldn’t grab a cab, in the end had to walk all the way. Just about to give up, a cab stopped right in front for someone else. Waited for 1.5 hours, doctor said dry eyes was too minor case for A&E department. The irritation started …
The battle
Kind of being motivated somehow out of nothing, I wanted to stay on to battle, at least, until the crisis was over. Yet again, reality put me down. I was so lost, because sometimes I seemed to be taken granted for. I wasn’t sure if I could leave, but meanwhile I wanted to contribute. I …
Missing, longing
Nothing lasts forever, especially happy moments. It seems so difficult to get back to the past, so hard to get even a slip of the feeling. I’ve tried my best, but excitements always turn sour. One mind alone proves no worth at all. None of the rest shows appreciation of the olden days’ outings. People …