明天不要来，因为我不知往哪走。二十二岁的我因该自信，因该坚强，更因该开扩明日的路线。 一个人害怕寂寞。 Skai Chan @ http://sillydumb.com
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When you're out alone
It could be the weirdest day to see me out alone on the street. It was time for a change since nobody else really had the same interest and I had to learn to do some self entertainment. I landed at the designated place – the big Popular shop at Chinatown. Having a fetish for …
When you don't know what to do
Sometimes, a little simple mistake would drift you away from someone. When you realise it, too late to make up for the lost time, you just wonder will things ever be the same again. Life’s never a smooth path, especially for devoted souls; life’s never simple for perseverance, because for years you press on you …
A morning
It wasn’t a good feeling when the room’s door was locked. The two computers and a laptop were out of reach. I couldn’t even take my clothes and towel from the wardrobe and therefore I couldn’t bath. I wanted to go out for some photo taking but the camera stand was inside too. I took …
The tomb in my heart
It has been for the past nearly twenty-two years. I’ve ever planned anything for my birthday. It’s sad due to the fact that I can’t afford to waste money because my family isn’t well-to-do. I don’t really care much about the celebration because I’m not a special person. However, being naive, I always hope to …
Away from friends
These days I rot and rot, for things not within my control. The world is wide while my knowledge is shallow. I fail to anticipate for the unexpected; each time I set my mind off for a better day ahead, the clouds turn dark. Rain or shine, the worst always comes in. It has come …
Another night
This Wednesday, I stayed overnight in camp with Kwang Han, sharing the bunk with Hendren, who kindly took us in. It was all for the parade in the early Thursday morning. Dinner was at the MacDonald’s with Kwang Hang and Rehan, after which, Hendren joined in. The only entertainment was to look at girls, especially …
SCOPE
Have you tried putting a tube into your mouth, through your throat and into your stomach? It was a sucky day. Early in the morning I heard Shep wasn’t pleased that Rajoo had signed my off pass for the previous day and the problem was he did it in his own account, moreover, she wasn’t …
Ultimate lover
I used to be a flirt, dating many girls at the same period of time, which people usually describe as timer. Fiona Xie was one of my earliest girlfriends and I really loved her for her great figure. She had all that a perfect girl should have, and extra meat to train up fingers. Next …
If I have a say
When I was young and deeply fascinated by the Romance of the Three Kingdoms show, I never wanted to be a commander. I never wanted people to mistake that I was doing things for favouritism. It wasn’t good to order people around; and also, working behind the scene and getting no credit was the best …