There is this urge too enormous to own my own house. I love my own freedom, to do things at my own pace and own time. Things are really restricted now and I feel jailed sometimes. I love my own privacy to type my own stuffs with countless draft work, each with small improvement until …
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When I am sick
A long weekend being devastated by illness caused the low productivity of work. I slept two days to realise I had not recovered from the flu and cough, of course of a certain improvement with the strong medicine. My voice was much better already. I missed out quite a number of activities – my physiotherapy …
The way of life
It is either you join in or you suffer alone; the fact of life is so cruel. Have I conceded to the ugly reality? Is this what I want to restore my mind from stress to have a refreshing start before I step into the real world? So, am I willing to give up the …
Suki Sushi
[Friday, 05 May, 2006] The crazy Spectrum event got the AVA team in a fix again. None would want to stay there to experience the boredom once again and especially for me, when the bitch was around. Some assholes were thinking it was enjoyable to sit there and get ready for any unforeseen shit. It …
Polyclinics for two days MC
[Thursday, 11 May, 2006] I stepped into the polyclinic with queue number 5036, being the thirty-six patient at 0745h. The clerk assigned me to room 29, Dr. Sally Ho, and I felt it was kind of coincidence since my mum was mentioning she always asked for this doctor specially. I sat there thinking I should …
On my sexy voice
[Wednesday, 10 May, 2006] It has been long since I nearly lost my voice and now it is happening again. Penetrating through my most energetic body, it teams up with the flu. I hope they will not be accompanied by fever later on because it is a long weekends ahead and I really need to …
Physiotherapy was scary
[Tuesday, 09 May, 2006] Nobody would believe that my body was so weak that I had fallen sick again with flu and cough. It was not that I had been taking junk food again, but being passed on; but I loved it still. Of course, I did not look like a sickly child. I made …
Rumours
I detested this rumour of Quek going to another department; though we would be still under the same branch, he would not be able to shelter us like now. I hoped it was not true. Ben would be promoted soon and taking over Chen De’s job as the sleeping I/C. Though Chen De did not …
Slower
[Monday, 08 May, 2006] Jogging with flu and throat irritation, the atmosphere was not right. I could feel some drowsiness underneath my forehead, persuading me to close my eyelids and stop exerting. I did not plan to take a break; I persisted on. This night seemed quieter than usual, except that the politicians seemed to …
Another beach outing
[Sunday, 07 May, 2006] Sunny day was a good day for beach. I could not stop feeling the lousiness in myself because I tended to forget things too easily that I always fell into the same trap again; this day this friend asked me to go beach and I would answer “okay” and this day …