There’s always a price to pay for being perseverance. Often, we don’t have a choice. It isn’t for fun or showing off, something which I must do. It’s always the case that when the thing you do doesn’t benefit others, they wouldn’t hesitate to doubt and badmouth you. I’ve to maintain my dignity and pride …
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End of world
She discharged me! It wasn’t because I had recovered, but she thought I could do all the stretching and strengthening myself. Could I? She did give a one-month open date appointment, but it was only for if my condition ever worsened. Since I couldn’t fake anything, I had to take the path alone from then …
Numb with endurance
Usually, people would advise you to endure hardship. Being told the same tale, I persisted on foolishly. It has come to a point of endurance that every pain has emerged as part of my life, that I’m so used to them to take notice sometimes. My fingers, right arm, back, knees, feet, right toe and …
The cough syrup
My mum finally realises that I’ve been coughing and gives me some cough syrup. As I grow up, I begin to tell her fewer things. I’m learning to be a man to take care of myself and try not to worry her about anything. I go to the polyclinic myself when I’m sick or decide …
These few days are chaotic
I doze off each time after I get home and finish my dinner. I haven’t been feeling well, the cough with phlegm sticks to me for more than a month that I’m feeling weak together with my injuries. The ulcers play me well too, causing pains whenever I try to produce something legibility from my …
Causal remarks
When I was asked if there was any fixed medical appointment for the next month and I told him about the one at SGH. “Wah, you can even ‘chao geng’ with gastric pain!” – in Chinese. Though that might be a joke, it isn’t nice at all. How simple-minded can people be? The x-ray result …
Thank specialists
They say it’s very common case; they say I’m still young so it’s okay. So I’ve to live with it, till I get older and it worsens, they’d attend to me cautiously. Right now they aren’t doing anything for me. Since I’ve suffered for more than 5 years, they think I should continue to wait …
My Thera-Band
I’m trying very hard to follow my pretty physiotherapist’s directions to exercise. Although I still have lots of doubts with my knees injuries. They gave me pains since the field camp days when I was still in so good condition, recovering and since the intensive carrying of things and walking, climbing, knee caps started to …
When death arrives
What is death? Is it the beginning of another life or the ending of suffers? It comes to my mind once again out of sudden. Sometimes I do have this feeling that I’m going to die any moment, soon. Perhaps, I’m just too tired. I’m curious to know what will happen after my death and …
2215h
I don’t know why it must be me again. Everyone can find their own excuses to escape all the shit. I’m having such a bad sore throat, flu and cough. The gastric pain comes on and off, though they’re minor ones, I don’t want to risk my health because of ***. I’m not going to …