Have you ever thought over that you can see a person almost everyday but not others? Is it fair that others can get a chance too? Who do you think you are and do you think you can sacrifice as much as others for her? Are you the one who is going to spending the …
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Care for you
It is never effortless to be with someone who is extremely appealing to the opposite sex. You can never change the fact that guys are always trying hard to get near her; with tonnes of reasons that you can never expect. Is jealousy a form of lack of trust? Is it the trust of the …
Just giddy
[Sunday, 04 June, 2006] For the second night I felt giddy. I tried to pace up on my work, clearing and packing up my disk space, checking the scattered URLs inside my draft text file and put the useful ones into my website. I managed to edit and upload photos into my previous entries. But …
Unable to organise outings
[Sunday, 04 June, 2006] I am quite sure Peh was joking just now in MSN, but I need to clarify about things. I have stopped organising outings a long time ago, before falling for her; it starts with my serious cough, nose irritation and injured finger numerous months ago. Camp’s life has been hectic sometimes …
Saturday restrictions
[Saturday, 03 June, 2006] I woke up around noon and was glad I could get more sleep this time. However, I did not make my day as efficient as planned. Photo editing was slow and there was restrictions like unable to transfer photos between the XD card and my computer, because the card reader was …
Made her cry
[Wednesday, 31 May, 2006] I could have withheld myself and not showing my despair; I should have spoken up even though my heart was aching so badly and was totally speechless. It was not any of our faults but the cruelty of life. Perhaps, I should not have pinned so high hope once again. Besides, …
I think I can be a doctor too
[Friday, 02 June, 2006] It was another disappointing day at the polyclinic. Sally Ho was not around when I thought she could be kind enough to solve my problems. I was assigned to another doctor then, Dr. Foo something, which I found the name very familiar. I was the first patient and this slacker started …
End of Seminar
[Thursday, 01 June, 2006] Finally it was over; an unrest being resolved. I seemed like a prisoner being released from the theatrette, yearning so much for my carefree life. It was worse than jail, freezing and tiring. It was not so bad after all as I got to make new friends, just wondering if they …
Heart-ache on the disappointment
[Wednesday, 31 May, 2006] I almost broke down totally when I received the bad news from her; having a total blank in my brain, I was speechless. At first she listed down a number of days she was free on and then suddenly she had a rehearsal on this day. As the rehearsal was cancelled, …
Last day of rehearsal
[Wednesday, 31 May, 2006] We were joking that we would leave the camp at 9.30pm after the rehearsal since the first two days were 7.30pm and 8.30pm respectively. It was actually 10pm this time. Total madness? I did not have a bunk in camp and I was not staying near. However, this day was a …