I managed to not wake up before noon finally on a Saturday. Congratulate me. I must thank my family, especially my mum who didn’t call home in the morning. Next, was of course the aunties who didn’t make nuisance calls like the usual weekends morning. I was also lucky that my phone was resting as …
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Another chance – a greater progress
I was so tired that I dozed off soon after getting home. Work was hectic in camp today, but maybe it was just for me. There was too much initiative that body almost couldn’t take it. I couldn’t stand things going wrong or left undone. At least there was someone working hard too, so I …
Give and take – dumb shit
This is my only drive in the army; it’s been keeping me going for more than a year that I’m still staying sane. Now that I’m trying so hard to fight for my right, but it seems like setting new paths at the dead end. This is a depressive route, yet, I’ve never given up. …
Take me away
On the second working day of the year, I’ve already developed phobia in going to camp. The sweeties who I’ll be seeing on the way no longer have the power to ease my hatred. How cruel it is to do favours for a person who doesn’t wish to help you. To me, it’s the same …
The explosive
I stepped into the camp with my loaded mood. There was no reply after I sent my message to enquire about my eligibility for the volleyball game. This day I missed another training. Watching my dreams going to be perished, it was endless torment. This day I didn’t talk much again, because the whole place …
Review of year 2005
It’s always sad to recall about the past but it’s a must in order to be able to do reflection – to correct mistake as well as not to let history repeat itself. Year 2005 is the worst year I’ve ever had. Army had totally screwed up my life. From injuries to doubt of indignity, …
End of year – 2005
It rained heavily and my mum hadn’t come home with my lunch at three in the afternoon. Things weren’t going good. I was late for an hour; surprisingly Weitat was in the same train as me. I was the end whereas he was at the front. I tried to join him but the train was …
Reading
It’s been such rare case that I haven’t been writing anything on my notebook during travelling. I had just finished reading a book last week titled “On the job”, whereas my free time on the train and in camp were spent on putting each word into my brain. I was reading for the sake of …
It's never been better
It’s really difficult to bring myself back after setback. When it’s almost impossible, worse situations come in, throwing celebrations for a rugged man. I went back after a day of escaping from the hellish place. The absence of the duty clerks started the day unpleasantly. A set of new rules caused frustration, which I’d chosen …
Interpret
Suddenly I remember this important fact about visiting a doctor. You’ve to stress each point clearly, and by hook or by crook, make sure he doesn’t twist a few words around in his report. Let’s take for example: you’re there to see him because of a back injury after carrying some heavy stuffs. When you …