Skai Chan
[Saturday, 08 July, 2006] Gilbert caused all the weariness on everyone’s face. I did not know trekking was so tedious until he gave me the experience. He messaged me that he would be late for fifteen minutes and I was all prepared to be later than him since others would probably not be earlier than …
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[Saturday, 01 July, 2006] Weekends were never enough when I always spent them insanely. I woke up early after dozing off early on Friday night and was waiting for news from Vivi for her previous night’s performance. After doing my daily stuffs of checking emails, I finally heard from her but it was not long …
[Wednesday, 05 July, 2006] It was a Wednesday, the day I would usually meet up with Vivi. However, I was jinxed this time that she had tuition in the evening and that we could not get to see each other. I got so jealous of her cousin who her mum made her go out with …
[Monday, 03 July, 2006] I do not like the stress of being questioned. Why is it just a play, though of so much effort, being held like the changing of president? Is it so grand? Why cannot we just watch and absorb, without having to tell so much stories and feeling? Why must it cost …
[Friday, 30 June, 2006] I did a little clean up at my work area and then updated my journals. I was packing my wardrobe halfway when my brother returned home with his girlfriend. Once again my finally raised enthusiastic was massacred again. I was not sure when I could continue my packing work again since …
[Saturday, 01 July, 2006] I am all messed up. I do not know if I have been having illusions or my mind is too creative that I have been hearing you change your minds so often. Are you covered up by her faults that you are blinded by her kind soul? All criminals have a …
Continue reading “A second, third, fourth and indefinite chance”
[Wednesday 28 June, 2006] No exhaustion could battle the liveliness in her presence. It was the fruit from my previous life maybe; or probably the recuperation of heaven who was always unfair to me. Though we may be far apart in certain aspects, it does not stop the urge to love each other. After all, …
[Saturday, 24 June, 2006] I was at Toa Payoh, feeling so pissed off that I did not feel like talking at all. The fury choked in my chest and went downwards to inflate “gas” inside my stomach. I thought it was just a normal teen games carnival to promote sports and healthy living. I gladly …
[Monday, 19 June, 2006] I used to be stronger for I did not know my limit and thus always excelled. But it finally brought me misery at the age of twenty-one when legs injuries caught me when I pushed myself too far in the army. I started having phobia and often paused to reconsider things …
[Sunday, 18 June, 2006] I just received a phone call from Malaysia. She called me! It was a weird feeling last two nights that I did not hear her voice. She felt the same. Luckily it was only for three days and two nights. How I wished she would be with me whenever I am …