Sleeping Late

It is so sad that my battle over sleeping late has failed terribly for the past two nights.

During the first night, I even tried listening to songs on my mobile phone when I realised my mind was searching for different answers and also simulating the future; this did not keep my concentration united for long as my brain cells started to disperse soon. I put an extra blanket over me in case it was due to the coldness but I never dozed off till daylight.

During the second night, I thought the problem might be late supper. Therefore, I drank only a cup of milo before settling down on the bed so that my stomach would not groan; but the unfinished work ruled my mind uncontrollably.

I did not wake up early as planned.

I suppose I am still too immature and stubborn that I want to do everything I want to do. The unfinished tasks are rounding up my mind. This is getting so crazy as I do not get any cent for completing them.

ARGHHHHHH…

Site Editing Spree

[Thursday, 16 November, 2006]

I was trying hard to push myself and managed to make some progress in editing website. As it was early in the morning and time for some supper, I agreed to take the breads after my mum’s classical nagging.

I succeeded in moving the “FAQ” menu into “About Me” as a submenu. Then I renamed it into “Ask Me!”. The challenge was to present the eight pages section into a single page and I did it in an expandable list style to make it neat. The scripting was simple at first but the thrill of programmer came soon when bugs visited.

Then, I shifted the Links section down to set them as main menu. It was an easy job since I still kept the old copies. At around 3.30am my nightmare of not able to doze off came again. The tossing around on bed was really time-wasting.

I woke up late again. However, it was another disciplined day when I moved on to my work immediately.

I renamed the Links accordingly to types of users and did some touch up on the navigation. Next was disappointment to realise there were minor bugs all over the index page. Halfway through rectifying it, the process was halted.

Although I had fixed all the bugs, there were more things to be accomplished.

A Nightmare

I was trying too hard to forge ignorance. The deep voice of a debater then filled me with awkwardness. The gasp for attention almost killed me. The atmosphere suddenly turned so cold and I forced myself to think I was deaf that I kept quiet throughout. Everyone had tried too hard somehow. Later on, the Hungry Ghost Festival came again and I was totally disgusted, wishing someone would just put me to sleep immediately; if it was other group of people, the embarrassment might be spilled.

Is this a nightmare or the sweetness has overturned?

Jenrine’s Eighteenth Birthday

[Wednesday, 15 November, 2006]

I got to see my sister again for the second time this month, which was so rare. We did not keep in contact often other than online, and during periods of time we did not even chat with each other. We were both busy with our own stuffs.

That explained why I did not message friends online often because I did not even get to chat with my beloved sister everyday.

I was not that kind of guys who went around asking girls to be their god sisters and I only had this very dear one. There was even a paragraph written about her in my main site under “family” and weirdly, my friends did not believe our relationship.

Basically I was no a more than happy-go-lucky guy who did not strive or try to upgrade my knowledge, and I never liked being serious; therefore, my conversations were mainly those “eat full nothing to do” bullshit. Sometimes, I pitied her to that she had entertain me.

She was cute and small sized but having the only flaw of being a volleyball player, muscular legs. This adorable smartie admired uniformed guys, and she was up for grab while stock last.

This day was her eighteenth birthday, which also marked her new phase of life – the end of her ‘A’ level examinations. Fortunately, despite having three papers on the same day, she did not go crazy.

I was late after searching for cash as I needed to bring extra cash along. I could easily empty my bank account by using ATM machine but since my mum was holding my bank account book, I tried hard not to touch the account.

I took the long journey to New York to meet up with her. It was my first time to be there and the scenery and ambience were great.

All of them were seated down there, namely Vivi, Jenrine, Yuen Yin, Shaoxian and Kok Loong.

I had fish and chips as usual. At first I thought the serving of fish was small even though there were a lot of fries but soon I realised that single piece of fish was so thick and I almost could not finish it; plus it was quite salty. I assumed most of the dishes were the same.

Kok Loong

Jenrice and Yuen Yin

Shao Xian doing his Maths

We had lots of craps throughout. These three friends of Jenrine were marvellous; being easygoing and outgoing, they were able to take craps. However, there were times I sweated and felt awkward as predicted.

We decided to go to the Food Street at Chinatown to fill our stomachs more and even though taking bus was faster, the driver of bus 174 played me. The bus turned right near the Chinatown Point instead of going straight and I assumed it would stop in front of the building but it went straight. It was such an embarrassing moment for me.

We managed to get to the Food Street soon but I was not in the appetite for more things. Yuen Yin started the ball rolling with a small coconut which gave us a teasing fun. Songxian was the only hero to get a bowl of “Tan Yuan”.

We had another round of craps and a few moments of heart attack hearings for me before we left the place.

Righteous, Stand up!

When human being grows older, they get caught up with too many affairs and soon tend to forgo some. Righteous is sometimes not within our mean when we cannot even save our own butts.

I am now not getting any income but it does not stop me from feeling bad for people who have met mishap. So often I tell myself not to meddle in other people’s problems because I cannot probably do everything in this world and basically my capability is too limited. I am in a dilemma whether I should do anything.

For a few times, I have mentioned about protecting of own photos online, such as making the file dimensions smaller and adding of water benchmark (copyright texts). Though they can be troublesome yet not foolproof, it does help more or less.

Nobody really knows the importance and why I have been taking up extra time to safeguard the privacy of my friends.

Recently, there are thefts of photos from some girls’ blogs. Even though the photos are decently taken, after being uploaded by the evil bad asses to some websites with bad reputation, the photos seem to feed hungry wolfs well. Rude descriptions are attached to the photos, and worse still, the URLs of the blogs are left there for the predators.

For a babes’ photos admirer like me, I swear it is well better of that these type of website do not exist at all. True enough, it is a pleasure to enjoy looking at Singapore babes’ photos online but it means more to lose. You never know when your best friend or even girlfriend’s photo will be posted there one day; in future, your daughter will be in danger as well.

Please disregard my previous sentence if you totally suck and will never get a partner in future.

This type of website promotes and encourages people to take photos of upskirt ladies or even child through the convenience use of new technology – mobile phone with built-in camera. Many pornographic photos can be found inside too, which can lead to further society problems with teenagers or even children who get more sexually aroused at an early stage.

Even though the websites may provide a link to report abuse on each photo uploaded, the links serve only as a cover up and the owners are too reluctant to lose any picture. To add on, most victims do not even know their photos are taken or stolen and uploaded into the website.

Years back, a photo of my friend, Jialing, taken by me was somehow posted into the Sggirls website and a request by me to remove it was redundant.

As an investigation is conducted, I see an opportunity for online prostitution to be carried out through the websites. The money cravers post photos of hot girls and ask for quotation when interested guys message them for details of the girls.

Internet is a powerful media and each of us should do our part to protect it from the despicable. The culprits should be traced out and made aware off to everyone and the websites should be taken down.

I begin to question myself why is the government focusing on software privacy and not the privacy and ownership of all the citizens and especially bloggers. What is the size of the number of soft companies compared to the number of bloggers?

Will any righteous religion would see to this problem and do anything about it?

Will anyone spread the message and kick a big fuss over it so that the government would take note of this problem?

Missing Old Friends

I was messaging the ex GESSians (Gan Eng Seng School students) in my Friendster friends list to join the Friendster group (url inactive and removed) and was amazed to realise I had so many ex schoolmates in my list; some had rarely talked to me in the past. Anyway, it was so tiring to message them one by one and I could have messaged the wrong person but I should ignore this shame.
Apart from this, I was discussing with Mingfa over our career as property agents and the plans ahead. Before I went to sleep, I had a chat with Marlboro and somehow, an ex schoolmate Eugene Ang came into my mind again. This great friend of mine during PJC had disappeared from my life for so long and I doubted his number in my phone was the most updated one.
I tried to sleep at 2.30am but it turned out disastrous again; it took me more than an hour to doze off eventually.
In the morning as early as 9am, I received SMSes from the agency to wake me up again, followed by a dream in which I was attending my elder brother’s birthday at Kim Tian Road. My auntie’s flat was upgraded to more than seventy storeys and I was inside the lift with Mingfa and other people, whereas none of us knew how to operate the weird. We had great ride inside the fast moving machine which brought us up and down, and the feeling was very real.
In the end, I took the stairs down instead when we were nearer storey. Then, I got to see many people leaving the place as the party was over. There were many ex secondary classmates of my brothers and I was so sad to have missed the chance to interact with them.
By the time I woke up, it was near 1pm and I knew I had missed the plan to test my legs in a morning jog.

Sleep Early

[Tuesday, 14 November, 2006]

You could hardly see me sleep early throughout my life and this time at 1.30am was a rare one.

I was trying to kick away the bad habit of staying up late each night. The first step to do was to maximise my time during the day and finish as many tasks as possible; till night time, I would not feel frustrated and want to do more. This seemed to help a lot and that I tried not to look into the television or idling around, which increased the amount of work I could do.

The bad thing was that, when I dozed off so early at 1.30am, I woke up by 8am and I did not have enough of sleep. Even though I started working so early, sleepiness caught me, slowing down everything. Occasionally I went to the bed to lie down and no time was taken noted of.

After all, I made very big improvement once again. I updated the Disclaimer notice found on the top of the site and also made some changes to the layout. Then, I wrote a blog entry about the photo competition and updated all the blog entries with missing photos, which was a big process. There were of course other stuffs which I could not remember. Overall, I did much more work than other days in the past three months.

End of Photo Competition

[Sunday, 12 November, 2006]

It was for the sake of the photo competition, I spent lots of time thinking of description for my photos. It was about “Garden City” and the criteria were not that clear.

Gilbert and I were part of the pioneers to hit it hot with submission of photos. However, he had underestimated talent of Singaporeans that he uploaded many photos at one go.

As days went by, more experts uploaded their work and we saw to our disappointments. The free camera and Ipod Nano seemed to be further away each time I stepped into the forum.

Our plan to go out for photo-taking together was delayed by my leg’s condition and the haze, and finally, his beginning of job. Soon, he had seemed to drift away from our childish hope.

For me, I persisted on but not with enough effort. I met out with Xiangxin for a Botanical Gardens trip one fine day. Although I was lack of sleep and was off performed, the trip gave me new experience, apart from the mosquito bites.

Even though almost all the photos taken were not up to my standard, I did not forsake them. Together with the older photos I had taken during various outings, I battled to think of good description which would outwit others’ in order to cover up for the lack of skill.

More people began to impress me and one of them was Mr. Wilson Low. His photos were very lively and interesting.

There were of course some photos which were less fascinating and of course a few, which I had to think they were out of topic. The descriptions of the five categories were not enough for people to stay within the theme, but made the competition more interesting. Perhaps, I was too newbie to understand.

As I began to drop the dream of getting anything for the competition, there were other things for me to continue – the possibility of display of my work, the contribution to help promote Singapore as the Garden City and maybe guidance from others.

Through this competition, I realised most people went to the Botanical Gardens despite various photos were taken and submitted. My focus was then more into the urbanised places to impose the idea of living in the greenery, such as our HDB flats.

Since I did not wish my ideas to be stolen for they were ingredients to my speciality, I hesitated to upload the photos on much earlier dates. There were naturally times when I was tempted and uploaded some of the work. Partly, I was worried that others might submit photos of the same ideas or objects before me, which had happened numerous times.

In the end, I uploaded most of my photos on the last second day since I did not like last minute work, which might result in congestion of the website’s bandwidth.

At the very last day, as expected, everyone started to flood the site. I was quite regretful of not submitting my photos on that night itself.

My fondest memory in the park
– This include for example, pictures taken during your birthday celebration in the park , or can even be a picture of a bench where you and dad sat when you were growing up.

Memorable Portrait

The most natural portrait is taken unaware, or at least, with a little surprise. The sunny weather has brought old friends together when growing up has distanced everyone.

– Not pinning to win anything with this; just hoping to bring back memories of the olden days.

Cycling on the Plants

How cool if I were to be able to do that too!

The outing at Botanical Gardens brings back memories of my primary school days during the excursion trips.

Monkey Business

Monkeys are smart animals actually; at least they know how to bounce ball to smash things.

My trip to the Singapore Zoological Gardens was a splendid one. It was a day well-spent with my good friend who had just started working there.

– This is interesting

Smiles of the Cyclists

East Coast Park encompass plenty of my fondest memories; the cycling trip with some of my best army friends and volleyball mate. It was unexpected that they could enjoy each other company that much, considering it’s their first meeting; everything turned out well, as if the wonderful day was tailor-made for us.

– I love all the smiles and Sam’s dao face
– Thanks to Jenrice and Peh

Lost

This photo features the discussion of my friends over the navigation of the place.

The trekking trip at Dragon’s Trail Sentosa was a fulfilling outing; we got to see insects and plants which were not found in other places.

This trip enlightens us that Singapore is not only about tall and gorgeous buildings, but also tiny creatures which are hidden in less urbanised areas.

My favourite park or green spot
– This include pictures of parks, open fields or even roads lined with lush and mature trees for example.

Feeding the Swan

A closed up experience with the swan delights me. The Botanical Gardens is definitely one of my favourite parks.

– I could have taken better shot of this

The Falling Plants

One of my favourite spots in Botanical Gardens is the stretch of plants growing towards the track. They are amazingly interesting.

– The effect turned out quite good by tuning the camera sideway

Upside-Down

It is amazing to watch monkeys hanging themselves upside-down with their tails on the branches to eat. Singapore Zoological Gardens is one of my favourite places since young.

The Girl and the Grassland

This photo, taken at Botanical Gardens, shows a weary little girl after playing with her family. The big piece of grassland near the Symphonic Stage is an ideal place for family gatherings.

– I was surprised to catch this sharply as I was zooming from far without using stand

Glorious Sunset

After each great day of fun at Siloso beach Sentosa, we always camp at the Beach Car Park to wait for the rest of our playmates to finish their bath.

The sunset at Sentosa’s Beach Car Park paints the sky with terrific colours. The clouds distort the shape of the sun, not trying to ruin the evening, but instead, add excitements. The objects at the far end seem like illusion, rounding up the picture of warm. Sunset reminds us that it is the end of the tiring day and soon, the beginning of a great new day.

– I love the sunset

Beautiful Forest

The beautiful Duxton Plain Park is the place where many residents gather to have their morning and evening exercises.

The huge trees by the sides of the park enclose the area with their branches and leaves, making it look like a forest. I suppose many people who pass by the park will not look up to realise the place is so beautifully decorated with the trees which have been shading people for so many years.

– Quite interesting

My favourite activity in the park
– This include any activities that you enjoy participating in, or watching. Some of these activities could include exercising, cable-ski or simply relaxing under the tree for example.

Final shoot-out

Playing with the water never fails to bring childhood memories back.

I need Suntan Lotion

Suntanning is always my favourite activity, whether I am the one doing it or just watching “someone” else does it.

Sam Hits the Headline

At the guardhouse of the Changi Safra Resort during a cycling trip at East Coast Park, Bryan helped Sam to dress up his wound. The few of us were up to mischief and grabbed each other’s handle when the two bicycles were side by side. Bryan and I had a fall just minutes ago; whereas this time Bryan was safe again but Sam was not as lucky.

By the Seaside

The sea activities at East Coast Park gave me the feeling of freedom; indeed in the early morning, I was feeling more relaxed than ever.

Beautiful Sunset

I love playing volleyball at Siloso beach Sentosa. The coconut trees planted around cool the beach down and piece up the greatest picture of mankind. All the beach volleyball lovers are reluctant to leave for the sunset so gorgeous.

– Another nice sunset

My favourite corner in the park
– This could include pictures of playgrounds, your favourite picnic spot or even favourite restaurant/ food outlet within the park!

Family ties

Having picnic by the side of the pond is a great family outing; it is no doubt one of the greatest ways to strength family ties in this busy city.

– I quite like this shot

The Botanical Gardens Fall

A mesmerising sight which drew all my attention away from all the other beautiful flora.
Miniature yet complete.
Insignificant yet attractive.
Rare beauty.

– Description contributed by Peh

Of Health and Greenery

One of my favourite corners in the park is the fitness corner. The government has spent a lot of money to educate and make it possible for all citizens to maintain their fitness.

Garden City is not only about greenery but also the health of the citizens.

Open Category
– You can also send in photographs of greenery, flora and fauna that is unique to Singapore, and helped differentiate us from the other gardens in the world!

The inhabitant in the greenery and its nest

My first trekking trip to Sentosa brought me closer to the nature.

– One of my favourites

Vanda Miss Joaquim

The gorgeous National Flower of Singapore, named after Agnes Joaquim.

Beautiful Cactuses

The yellowish thorns of the cactuses excited me; the feeling they give me is not the sharpness and pains but peace.

– My favourite too!

My Regular Visitor – The Bird

Growing plants at the corridor brings our urbanised city closer to the nature. The birds visit me often even though I am staying in a high storey HDB flat; I hear beautiful voices daily.

– That was the nearest I could get to him; quite an unique one.

Chocolate Pocky Discovery

I have finally found the Pocky source in Singapore.

I’m kidding of course. They are trunks of plants found in Botanical Gardens.

Magnificent Tree

This magnificent tree with “thorns” on its trunk catches my attention; it somehow gives me huge inspiration in my life. My admiration for trees has grown ever since.

– One of my favourites

Beautiful roots

During my trekking trip at Sentosa, these striking roots caught my attention. I was captivated by their beautiful colours.

– This is quite cool.

Spiked Green Sausages

The soft looking cactuses resemble sausages, but please hold your temptation because they are full of spikes.

Be Early

The worms eat the leaf and the early birds get the worms.
That’s why the Chinese say “早起的鸟儿有虫吃”.

– Credit goes to Marlboro.

National Day Fireworks

This is a photo of the gorgeous moment of excited Singaporeans taking photos of the fireworks near Esplande during National Day 2006 to celebrate the country’s independence; everyone was overwhelmed by the spirit of the great festival.

– My favourite fireworks photo.

The Fish Kiss

The hungry fishes inside the highly overpopulated pond at Singapore Botanical Gardens struggle to survive each day.

This picture shows two fishes feeding themselves in the filthy water, appears like kissing.

Looking at the fishes gives one a calm feeling.

– Quite unique but might be out of topic.

The Haze and Sunset

This is the picture of a sunset during the haze period in which the sunlight was blocked. The sky was supposed to be yellowish orange at this hour. The fires in our neighbouring countries are the threat to our Garden City.

The Swan Dance

The swan, filled with gratified, danced for the visitors after his breakfast. This was the first time I had an encounter with the swans, and they presented me with good shows.

– The swans did not do it facing me after camping there for quite long!

Garden City Begins with Each of Us

Growing plants at the corridors are hobbies of many Singaporeans. The citizens answer to the call of the government since so many years ago to make Singapore a Garden City.

– This is an unique idea but… others have copied it.

Preserved Tree

This is a picture of a very remarkable old tree.

If you think such trees can only be found in places like Botanical Gardens or less urbanised places, you are wrong.

This tree is located in Duxton Plain Park located at Yan Kit Road, near the Tanjong Pagar Community Centre.

– This matches the topic description well.

Building Merged with Nature

We are living in an urbanised city but we are still close to the nature. This is a photo of the magnificent view of Parkway Centre.