She's a babe

I have a good plan for webmasters to bring in huge traffic, which would most probably attract undesirable visits as well. With the current hot issue in Singapore, you just need to include “N-Y-P” in your website or even blog, and your site would definitely get extra thousands of hits per day.

Sadly, the girl is so sweet and cute looking and it is going to leave her a life long of regrets. Definitely nobody would know the exact story behind it but seriously some girls can do stupid things so that their boyfriends do not break up with them. This threat is too stupid. If this rate goes on, all the innocent girls would definitely change for the worse at an earlier stage of life.

It is always the case of “you can do anything, but just don’t get caught”. Let’s just pray hard that someone will not be expelled from school. Her boyfriend is a lucky ass.

Rabbits for adoption

I’m giving away the black and white rabbits at my house. My elder brother bought them for hundred over bucks because of his ex-girlfriend. Therefore, my mum names the black one after this girl Joanna and the while one Yiting (my brother’s first ex).

We used to put the cage outside at the corridor but our dearest neighbours complained that their old dog fell sick because of the rabbits and then soon the Ministry of Health came to give us warning.

As of now, my elder brother has chunked them in the living room besides my work station and he rarely bothers about them. He does not even feed them or replenish their water. The rest of us are doing the job daily for him instead. My mum even feeds them with junk food instead of the grass, which my brother has not stocked up enough.

As my health problem arouses my allergy nose probably, it is not good to get in touch too much with fury pets, especially those who are not cleaned often.

Both of the female rabbits are really close to each other. They look cute but I hardly play with them since they are afraid of human and it is not fun this way. I still prefer a dog, of course one who does not drop so much fur.

Rabbits are so cute and therefore you should adopt them!

Chest pain

I woke up to feel weird that whenever I did a little extra deep breathing, my chest hurt.

It was supposed to be a good day for Firman was going to my place to attend a course and I was supposed to chill up with him, but I felt it was crucial to visit a doctor. Besides, my eyes and nose were doing me lots of irritation.

I was the second to be in the queue, reaching so early that even the registration counter was not opened yet. There was a weird uncle there who insisted on sitting on the third seat and asking me to take the first but I felt it was not nice. In the end, I took the seat “behind” his and became the fourth patient. However, I was still the patient of one of the doctors in the polyclinic.

I waited for more than an hour and the chest pain had recovered, but turned into breathing difficulty. I was surprised when the doctor spoke to me in Chinese, which was my actual intention. As usual, the fourth time I went to see for the same problem, I was told that I had allergy nose, which caused uncomfortably to my eyes as well. As for my chest pain, she said it could be due to inflammatory and definitely not heart problem.

In the midst of relating the histories of my problems, I forgot about my main worry, which was the cause of the chest pain. It could be due to depression caused by the unfair denial of participation in the inter-formation volleyball game; of course, it was not as serious as situations in television, but at least it really weakened my body so much.

As usual, the doctor said that my house should be kept very clean at all times and I could be very sensible to pets, and therefore they must be cleaned very often. As she was telling me all these, I decided it was useless for her to repeat them again for my house could never be clean unless I was not living with my family members and even the damn big rabbits’ cage was left right besides my working area now without attendance and my elder brother, the owner, gladly fuck care them without even feeding them.

Though I had gone there so early this time so that I could go home earlier, one of the medicine, which was the eyedrop, required me to go over to the hospital’s pharmacy to purchase. In the end, I was delayed.

The eyedrop “Opticrom” did my eyes more comfort; the nasal spray “Flixonase” was as irritating as the past when I used it; there were also these “Loratadine” tablets, which should be for flu. The great thing was that the spray caused over ten bucks and everything, including the consultation was for free.

I got just one day MC, which I believed again I would get three days if I were to visit the hospital instead. Polyclinic doctors are so weird that they believe patients can work with their eyes feeling irritated.

Priority and the outing

A supposed to be big gathering outing turned out to a few people’s gathering yet again.

I hated it when friends agreed enthusiastically at first and then dropped out in the end. Some did not even bother to tell me they had something on until I called and informed them of the meeting time just the day before. I personally thought it was a very bad attitude, or maybe it was courteous enough to do that afterall and it was just me who was of a different mindset.

Though I had so much doubt in my mind, at least I could confirm it was due to the priority of the person. Everyone grew up to have so many commitments and also new friends. The problem with some friends who could not confirm whether they could make it for outings was because they were expecting other friends of greater value to date them out. While some, they could not even bother to reply and the answer was more obvious.

With my extremely bad backache, I went to meet up with Kailin. Weitat, Ken and Miaowen joined in, followed by Huiqin. The six of us set off for Sentosa without Kachua and Jinyang who would be quite late as usual. On the way, I messaged Jianhao to ask him about the next day’s competition and then he told me it was cancelled since he could not take off from his work; he could have informed me earlier, same like the refereeing approach earlier on, which was quite irresponsible. Imagine if I were to organise an outing but did not inform you when it was cancelled, how would you feel on the day itself?

The hot weather killed every little concentration I had and I got a bad cut by the sand on my left ankle at the very beginning of the game. Kachua arrived shortly and joined in. It was then I realised the damaged caused by 007 had not recovered after so long, with my chest continued to feel uncomfortable and my whole body feeling weak. I crashed into Kachua when trying to save a ball and my left thumb’s nail almost dented up to ninety degrees, but luckily there was only a big pact of blood clot inside and the slightly upper part of the skin torn off from the nail.

After a few matches, the rain came in gently, stopped and then whacked the ground hard. Seeking refuge at the bar of Sunsetbay, no one would believe I felt ten times worse standing with the aching of my back and knees than running and jumping about on the court. Jinyang and Tze Khit arrived unexpectedly in the big rain. However, Kachua left soon as he had something on.

It was after a long time at around five, the rain became much lighter and many of the big groups had left the Siloso beach, we went back to the court nearer to the sea to continue with our game with Andy and Huiyong joining in soon after.

Teaming up with Huiyong was the best thing ever for he was one good player who could save every single ball with only very little effort and give good run to tired out opponent or even give them powerful ball biscuit on their heads. He did me more good than only getting more scores, which was to play seriously so as to not let him down. There was so much to learn from him that I could become an expert soon if I had a few more sessions with him.

I was surprised that the group of guys who played with John and I a week ago tried to challenge us to a match. I was delighted to fulfil their dream of being smashed on the head but Weitat thought we had too many people and it was not good to leave anyone out of court. As some of us were exhausted, we decided to give those guys a chance but they did not want to play anymore. It was either they were not very pleased for we dragged our game for too long or they had realised there were numerous of Safsa players with us.

Even though my physical condition was probing me that I should stop since very early, I played on. And each time I used any strength or moved even a few steps, I coughed badly and felt like vomiting. The weirdest thing was that I managed to survive and play until seven plus. I did not keep track of the number of times I had coughed badly – five hundreds or more?

Jinyang left earlier and then by the time we soaked ourselves into the water, it was total darkness. There was a live band performance there and I paid attention to the sound speakers maybe because I was dealing more with them nowadays. The performancers were quite cool and I loved it when they continued one song after another without even catching their breath back. I could not do it, and so, I admired.

It was nice meeting Brian there as he was always so friendly. We got up of the tram to leave the place and then started taking photos. As the next stop was only a short distance away, there were a big group of youngsters who tried to get up and eventually had to fit into the empty row of seats in between us while we were taking photos. It was quite funny for them to squeeze and lean to the sides for us to proceed on.

As we reached the beach car park to wait for the Blue Line bus, we helped each other to take photos. I supposed they were classmates of around forty people and some of the girls were really cute. The bus was very squeeze and then I managed to get to sit down after the next stop. There was this intuition of mine which came true, and one of the cuter girls took the empty seat besides me. She was the “cheena” type who was quite cool but did not have a sweet voice. As usual, I felt awkward throughout the long journey to the entrance of Sentosa besides the babe.

Dinner was the worse one I had ever had. Tze Khit managed to piss Huiqin off and I did not know why she kept insisting on going for steamboat at nine plus in the night. Tze Khit had to get home early and so, he refused to go no matter what; I knew it was not worth the money and I was also too tired to go anywhere further but I did not want to blast Huiqin’s temper furthermore and so I kept quiet.

As I was questioning Kailin, I realised it was not the first time Huiqin was so perseverance in dining at the place she wanted to, but however, I had never experienced it in the past with her before. Probably, she was also playing a cold war with Tze Khit. Luckily I did not have such urge for any food; I appreciated friends who were as easy-going as me.

We stalled there for quite long before Tze Khit won the battle as it got late. After the dinner at the Harbourfront Centre food court, Huiqin had to wait for her friend and so, some of us stayed behind to accompany her. It was then I realised my hands were shaking while taking photos; at least I did not drop the camera.

Soon after I got home, I dropped dead on my brother’s bed.

Bitten again

I hate this type of life and I hate it more when I cannot even do what I want, not even to keep up my job scope.

This son-of-the-bitch came in to return stores that he had borrowed a week ago. I did not even have any complaint for all the tedious work I had to do and yet he repaid me with his bastard yells.

I was following the usual and proper procedure to check the projectors for damages. When I tried to plug in the VGA cable to the PC to check for the display colours, he started barking that I was too thorough and that I was trying to make a fool of him.

He was simply doing nothing while I was doing the shit and yet he could be so mean and idiotic to pass such outrageous remarks in a very demanding and furious outbreak. It just seemed that he was trying to hide some damages so that he did not have to be responsible for them.

Since the corporation was such a fuck up one, which regulars (stupid sign-on people) ruled over the rest, it was useless to argue with him. Besides, this cheeky sucker just had a major exercise and was as shacked as a dog, too easily agitated that he might bite anytime.

I was prepared to inform Shep anytime, though nothing much could be done except for some quarrels which would tuck some durians into his asshole, just to appease our angers. However, since the I/C did not do anything, and even not boot up each laptops to check for harddisk crush or whatever fault, just in case the jerk would terrorise again, I decided to just leave it to him.

Quek called in time to check out and I told him of the problem. When Quek told me they had quarrelled before, I confirmed this freak had a terrible attitude problem.

Driving in camp

I’m giving up driving *** vehicles in my NSF life.

Driving is the best skill I have acquired in my entire servicing life and I honesty proclaim that almost all the rest of the time is wastage to my inspiring life.

I know for sure I will not be able to complete seven thousands kilometres before I ORD to convert my military license into civilian one for free, but at least I want to keep the skill so that I can confirm a first time pass if I were to take up driving on my own.

So much for my determination to pass the driving test, with the tremendous effort I have spent, the license is not put into good use. Even when driving is necessary required in my department, I’m not given a chance.

It is recently that I realise even driving inside the camp requires another test even though I already have the driving licence. Even though nobody will bother about me not having orientated even if I drive it in camp, I feel it is better to follow the rules in case I meet any evil people.

With the thought that I want to refresh my memory once in a while, I really hope I can be orientated and then able to borrow a landrover whenever I’m free or is required to move stuffs around.

I went back to the MT-Line yesterday to look for the guy who told me I could be orientated any time without even bringing any document along. It was around two in the afternoon and I supposed they had just finished their mid-parade.

I went to the guy and tried to talk to him but he did not even look at me. At first I thought he had something on his mind that he did not want to be distracted and so I just continued to smile at him and even followed him across the car park. By then, I had confirmed that he was treating me as invisible totally. There were even a few times I thought I was a spirit out of my body.

It was not that I had offended him. In fact, he was so friendly to me the day before when I brought the contractor over and he even offered so much help. I felt so embarrassed to being treated like a fool.

However, I decided not to waste my trip there and so I approached Master Sergeant Sega instead. He was the guy who had given me so many problems during my ROC trip and I had done my best to help him everytime, even to entertain him inside the operation room. All he said was “later okay”.

I stood there waiting, but as I thought over all the treatments and future interaction with them, people of weird working attitudes, I walked off to avoid unnecessary trouble.

So, I have to drop the idea of driving a landrover all by myself.

Sudden thoughts

There is this sudden mixed feeling in my heart. I’m too tired to really think right now. My eyes have been so irritated and my back has never stopped aching for weeks.

There are still so many things left undone and I guess I will not be able to finish them even on my ORD day.

I believe I have a very strong mindset. I always use the avoidance method to solve problems but it actually piles them up. I have been telling myself to forget the past, forget about everything and sometimes I pronounce myself as having amnesia.

I manage to make things work; I manage to erase things off my mind, but suddenly I realise I have lost more than the sad memories.

It has been so often that I experience lostness in my mind; I fail to understand myself and I fail to understand what I’m doing.

Pondering too much over stuffs can hurt myself a lot but when I try to ignore everything, there is no contingency plan.

Life is too complicated.

We learned something new

I was all wet through and the water had even soaked into my underwear. It was quite fun to be in the rain but not on a Thursday when I still had to wear my uniform the next day. It was just about the thought of not wanting my mum to wash an extra pairs of clothes.

The worst thing was when my boots were invaded by water as well and such that it might not be dried over the night. It was the case of my field camp when I didn’t change my boots and my feet often got sharp pains whenever they had contact with the floor – I was so afraid the condition might be worsened.

There was a sudden call for the sound system to be set up in the multi-purpose hall. Although it was ridiculously rush, Kwang Han, Yuqing and I managed to do it with the help of Minjoot when one of the two speakers we brought was spoiled. We stayed there to take care of the equipments, having good chats as well as craps. Quek joined us in the late afternoon and accompanied us till the rehearsal was over.

After going back to the office, Kwang Han decided to stay behind just to play game with Sem Chi. Yuqing and I quickly went to check his car’s tyre and realised it was really inflated. So, we decided to replace it with his spare tyre. Quek arrived too and we started cracking, but it was not easy for three skinny first-timers to get the job done.

We didn’t even know which way we should turn the nuts on the wheel and soon it started to rain. Upon seeing it was impossible, we sought help from the MT-line but none of them came as promised after a long time. Sandy Khong shouted from across the building to Quek and then he came over to join us.

It was then we realised we should have removed the nuts before jacking up the car. Sandy gave some lecture while he continued with removing of the nuts, using his body weight. Though his words were not pleasing to the ears but they sounded funny. He was a kind guy afterall. I finally witnessed how to change a car tyre.

As everything was done, the rain stopped. I managed to squeeze some pools of water out from my uniform. Before we set off, Kwang Han and Sem Chi had come down.

We concluded that at the end of the day, a big lesson was learnt – playing game was the correct choice.

Ultra Sound scan

Yesterday was a bad day because I missed my lunch. It was an awesome one with french fries, eggs, hash brown and mushroom soup, which I had waited so long for. The cookhouse always had dishes which did not fit everyone’s appetite, but they were for free anyway.

Since I had to go for medical check-up in the afternoon, I had to leave my stomach empty since morning. The worst thing was that I still had to scan my card and collect the food, forcing my eyes to stare at the wonderful food and my nose to sniff at them as well. I shared the food with Hong Kiat and Yuan-Le-Bu-Neng-Na, and threw the remaining away.

I left camp with my rumbling stomach, dragging myself home to get changed before taking a tiring stroll towards Singapore General Hospital. It was a short distance to me, but ever since enlisted, my injuries had imposed a penalty in my mind.

Being a responsible patient, I was early as usual, and yet I had to wait more than half an hour for my name to be called. It took another fifteen to twenty minutes after I changed into the quite styled gown to get into the actual scanning room. Finally, I realised I was going to do Ultra Sound.

Some jelly was applied on my body before the instrument came into contact. I had to breath in and out as instructed, and sometimes to hold my breathe. Finally I was asked where exactly I was feeling uncomfortable at but the question came too late; a freezing man could not think much and only care for where his hunger strikes most at.

But due to the fact that I had been taking my dinner quite early for the past few months, there was less relapse of the gastric attack. I had forgotten about the area in the middle of my chest where I experienced stitches.

Anyway it seemed like all the scanned parts were quite normal.