[Wednesday, 31 May, 2006] I almost broke down totally when I received the bad news from her; having a total blank in my brain, I was speechless. At first she listed down a number of days she was free on and then suddenly she had a rehearsal on this day. As the rehearsal was cancelled, …
Monthly Archives: May 2006
Last day of rehearsal
[Wednesday, 31 May, 2006] We were joking that we would leave the camp at 9.30pm after the rehearsal since the first two days were 7.30pm and 8.30pm respectively. It was actually 10pm this time. Total madness? I did not have a bunk in camp and I was not staying near. However, this day was a …
Unknown number
Damn the user number of +65 97617265. This person must be a series rapist with great mental problem that he keeps sending SMS of rubbish randomly around. If this person is a guy, he must be a pussy gay; if this person is a woman, she is a slut who can bed any guy. This …
Looked around
[Tuesday, 30 May, 2006] Late at night, the train was still so crowded with people. There were also more pretty girls than usual; however, I had begun to lose the urge to look at pretty girls ever since soaking in Vivi’s love. Of course, life would be too boring if there are too many restrictions …
Second day of hell
[Tuesday, 30 May, 2006] It was the second day and things did not turn better except that I had tried to keep myself calmer and accepted the fact that I was going to suffer for more days. There were more ridiculous things happening and I could not help but to hate and suspect. Why do …
The love that is worth waiting for
She is so lovely that she tries her best to fit into my life and always ensures that I am living well. She is so sweet that no matter how weary and disappointed I am, she turns me energetic. I never believe everyone should wait for their destined partner because this is just a comforting …
Signal Workplan 2006
[Monday, 29 May, 2006] Life is still endless tiredness. It is never about doing things that I enjoy or at least is very well-versed in. Signal Workplan seminar 2006 – I did not know why it involved me. No matter who had appointed me, it was an inevitable issue already. They were kind of expecting …
To the Zoo
[Sunday, 14 May, 2006] It had been ages since I last stepped into the zoo. I always thought it would be really nice for a group outing there but everyone was so busy that I could not get anyone along. It was weird that her twin sister Pretty Yun was working at the Jurong Birds’ …
Never have a chance
As I reach the limitation of my ability; I realise it is still not yet the peak. How lousy can a person be, it means too much of a disheartening. I am not yet a hero, never a saint and forever a loser. I never have a chance to prove myself and it takes too …
Because of challenges
Even though you know you are the winner, it is never too good to face lots of challengers still. It is a mixed feeling and I can never explain it. Jealousy is the lack of trust, but I am seriously not certain of my own feeling. It could be some fears and worries; it could …